a new year, a new hope, a new dream and a new challenge

3rd January 2010 alright, people .. it's time to get back to work .. tomorrow's the first day of school, babe .. i can't wait ~~!! LOL .. in less than 24 hours, i'm a higher secondary student .. new challenges coming ahead .. not to forget EXTREME TIGHT schedules .. i'll be SUPREME BUSY on the first day of school .. planned to stay back for a little while .. then i'll be having tuition classes already .. and i'll only be free after 7.30 .. oh wells, that's all for today .. i've NOT PACKED anything yet .. it's gonna be a big day tomorrow, babe .. adious ~~

lotsa love,

-aly loh-

the moment

24th December 2009 waking up at 9am wasn't a good time .. i realised that i might be late to school .. i reached for my phone and there was an sms : still got 1 hour left..i wish you good luck!! Dun be nervous!! it eventually set goose bumps onto my spine .. without wasting much time, i straight went to the bathroom and got myself ready .. i got down 20 minutes later .. i was already feeling unwell .. there were butterflies in my stomach .. i couldn't breathe properly .. i only had a piece of biscuit for breakfast .. while eating, i felt myself shaking .. i couldn't get myself to swallow what i bit .. i felt like throwing up .. after eating, i straight went for the car .. i didn't talk to my mum as her words were still spinning in my head : not matter if you fail or pass, i don't want to know .. every year's the same .. when it come to result's day, i've never been in a good mood .. this time i mean it .. don't let me know whatever you got .. the butterflies in my stomach were stronger .. i can seriously throw up at any time .. at the same time, i got another text message : 36 mins left .. Good luck !! after a while, i realised i was really shaking .. my breathing was unstable .. soon, i arrived school .. i went to the library to meet up with melz and chitchat for cool down ( well, sorta ) .. i was there for 15 - 20 minutes, i supposed (??) not sure .. did alot of crapping there .. after that, i went down to meet my gang .. we all stood at the main gate .. all of us were seriously nervous .. however, we heard some people screaming in the upper hall .. suet kuan and i were just too anxious .. just too EAGER, i'll say .. we ran as fast as we could, leaving the others behind .. this time i really didn't breathe .. no air going in or out .. i seriously wasn't breathing .. my stomach was trembling HARD .. VERY HARD .. i nearly fainted as in like - seriously .. i couldn't stand .. after the speech given by mrs. lee, we all searched for our respective classes .. i searched for 3 pitta clumsily .. i found cheah in the middle of the hall and headed straight towards her .. i signed and got my slip .. i folded that paper .. i was about to cry .. i nearly blacked out .. i wasn't standing still as i was dizzy .. again my tummy wasn't well .. it was trembling HARD .. extremely hard .. and again i really wasn't breathing any air .. i stayed frozen at one section .. soon, suet kuan's mum approached me .. i still didn't dare to unfold that piece of paper .. auntie asked me how were my results .. i replied with a crooked smile and said " i don't dare to even peep on my paper" .. auntie snatched my paper and carefully studied my results .. before even 1 minute passed, she announced loudly to me .. 3A's .. ... ... ... ... .. did i hear wrong ?? 3A's ?? are you serious ?? without thinking much, i snatched back my slip .. i studied carefully .. english + maths + science = A .. what the heck ?? i got A ???!!! i got A's for english, MATHS & SCIENCE ???!!! YOU'VE GOT TO BE JOKING ME !! i screamed out of joy !! tears of joy came too .. i hugged eveyone i met .. it was too good to be true !! my worries are finally OVER !!!!!!!

before i end, i would like to thank someone who has tought me for all this while .. you know who you are .. thank you for teaching whatever i don't und, though i have been blur .. again, thank you for everthing .. you're the best =p

lots of love,

-aly loh-

i'm back and i'm alive !!

14th December 2009 okay, people .. i know i've left my blog dead for MORE than a month .. i miss blogging too, though .. however, i just dunno what to blog .. after so long, here are my current updates for now .. just last monday, i went to singapore .. it was another disasterous holiday as i didn't get any good night sleep .. besides that, i've got a very, very upset flu .. that's one of the reason why i can't sleep .. MY MUCOUS WERE 'DROOLING' !! in the end, i only got 4 hours of sleep .. everyday's like that .. the worst part was that i've burnt my wrist while eating this korean dish called bibimbap .. i was thinking about something and then just like that .. a long and narrow black mark was there on the next day .. it's so hard to hide my hand .. mum and sis didn't know i burnt my wrist .. if i were to have told them, they might give a good GOOD nag about it .. i'd rather keep it away from them .. newayz, not only my wrist got hurt, though .. never again i'll EVER ride T-A-X-I-S !!!!!!! i hate them SO UBBERLY MUCH !! i mean this seriously .. on the day when mum and i took the cab from cck to beach road, golden mile .. i NEARLY B-A-R-F and not to forget that i almost RAN OUT OF OXYGEN !! I SERIOUSLY UBBERLY HATE CABS/TAXIS !! i don't care whether the cab is a mercedes or a hyundai .. they stink and they're lousy .. i'm not trying to ne offensive here, but i have had this phobia since i was 7 .. can't blame me .. *blerk* still .. going to singapore wasn't a good idea, though .. from jurong point, i took a bus back to cck .. i ended up standing in a crowded bus with seats fully taken including my mum and my sis .. i stood there with heavy goods at the corner of the standing corner .. i was like - i shouldn't have gone out .. i coulnd't stand it, really .. it was like hell .. i'm now glad that i'm back in malaysia although it's always boring and gloomy .. somehow i glad that i'm a malaysian, though .. oh well, life is fair ..lol

-aly-

crapping post

24th November 2009 woot~~ for so long in my entire life, i've never thought that i'd leave my blog D-E-A-D.. it's been a while since i've last blogged and updating all the stuff .. up till today, i seriously have NOTHING to blog !! ever since PMR ended, we did nothing in school (but of course the school had organized some ... pathetic programmes ??) i don't know .. they don't seem to be beneficial nor fun and exciting at all .. there were times when we watched movies in school, however, i ended up sleeping in the hall .. hey, i'm not the only one sleeping .. at least the way i slept was not obvious .. there were other humans who made themselves more comfortable on the floor .. i only did that once =p .. ...and i seriously have nothing, NOTHING to say .. i don't even know WHAT i should talk about .. school holidays had just begun .. today's the 2nd day of holz and i'm already BORED .. i got sooo fed up that i got myself an ASSPEEAM history refrence book and starting doing revision for next year's work .. can't believe that i'm so pathetic, myself .. from jan to oct, i refuse to study .. now from nov, i'm already studying .. how stupid=.=l'l .. *sigh* i feel so lonely now .. GAH ~~ i'm lonely, i'm bored and i just seriously don't know what to do !! sticking my ass in the house is absolutely NOT BENEFICIAL at all .. however, i'm never allowed to hang out that often .. i'm only allowed ... maybe once or twice a week ?? GAH .. I DON'T KNOW .. what i know now is that i'm crapping and facing the pc screen like a mad woman, all alone with nobody to talk to or to have fun with .. .......and i'm now wondering what will happen when i'm in singapore, which is coming soon, though .. i bet i'll be doing the same thing all over again .. anywhere i go is still the same .. i'm always the loner .. and seriously .. i feel like crying already .. GAH ~~!!! if only i can really have something better to do in this world ..

regards,

aly

#weekend updates of the week#

8th November 2009 yesterday was my last day in ILTI .. we all made alot of noise in the class .. i was making noise with richard and hong kit .. the ladies' club made 10 times more noise than us .. nothing much happened, though .. we ended our day with our REPORT CARDS .. for god's sake .. i really, REALLY in the NEED to polish up my comprehension .. *sigh* such a sad case .. the end about saturday.. ..and sunday (today) came .. the most swt-ing day of my life .. well, can consider as so .. wanna know why ?? BECAUSE .. Anderson's Interact Club had this installaton and farewell day .. basically, of course there will be Andersonians .. so, there was an ACS boy .. there were Main Convent girls and not to forget Tarcisian Convent girls .. lastly, this is the most sadistic case ever .. of all people in this world, only 1 MGS-ian .. yes, that's OBVIOUSLY me .. as the programme was starting, the MC eventually read out the other school's name .. when he called out my school's name, i didn't dare to put up my hand .. the FELLA beside me eventually pulled out my arm and then raised it high .. i felt my cheeks hot .. why ?? because i was the 1 and ONLY MGS-ian .. =.=zZZ .. so, the day actually started out fine .. i got a surprise when i saw Jason there .. i didn't know he is an Interactor .. LOL .. i took alot of pictures with my piggie's camcorder .. most of the pictures are mostly his picture .. HAHA .. how evil of me .. however, i let him snap back some pics of me .. after all the speechess, we got ourselves some FOOD .. after all the eating business, there were some so-called games .. the MC was being so cruel .. he requested for every school's representatives to go out there and perform whatever they request .. i thought he might have forgotten that no MGS-ians were there .. then this guy, kee shaun(if i've not mistaken his name) was shouting "MGS !! MGS!!" .. and i was like shhhhhh-ing him .. then there was a short silence .. i wasn't looking at the MC .. i was facing kee shaun and hiding myself behind my piggie .. finally the MC said something.. MC : ah, the girl sitting beside CHEOK .. *half of the crowd cheered* ... you're from MGS, right ?? ME : *nods my head helplessly and blur-ing myself and gave a slight smile* * and not to forget that my cheeks turned hot* MC : ah, wanna come out arr ?? c'mon-lahh .. *and i don't know what else he crapped* i had no choice but to go out .. nothing much to answer them nor perform .. i eventually stood there like a dunggu instead .. and the FELLA who sits beside me took photos of me (or could have been recording).. after all the gaming stuff, we were all entertained by the members again .. i was ended up feeling quite sleepy .. i was already sleepy when they were talking all the speechess and what-so-ever stuff .. then i listen to some songs from my piggie's phone .. good thing that he brought his ear phone .. and THIS kee shaun took pics of me with my piggie .. and there was another guy, who's called as boon to everyone(if not mistaken) and known as jas oh's friend to me, snapping our photos .. after all the crapping stuff, our day ended at around 5.30pm and sayonara and byebye .. LOL ..

-aly loh-

SOS

2nd November 2009 help me, ppl .. i seriously need an SOS like - NOW !! i got a bad sore throat this morning .. it must have been from the food i ate yesterday .. it's impossible if it was from breakfast .. it must have either came from lunch or dinner .. speaking of eating, someone still remembers what i ate yesterday just because of the reason he's still keeping the receipt ...=.= swt .. the second thing that i'd ask for an SOS is that i can't play my eupho that good anymore ~~ !! this is seriously so sad .. i can't feel THAT feeling anymore when i played it on saturday's meeting .. it's been 3 months, though .. *sigh* ...and now i've nothing to update .. hmmm .. more on yesterday's activities ?? alright .. so, where should i start ?? from morning again ?? GAH .. i was defeated by that CHESS MANIAC so many times .. barely won 1 round .. have been loitering around the whole complex with nothing to do .. somehow .. this makes me think of the VANILLA ICE-CREAM !! ... ... ... ... ... forget about it .. he eats faster than me and yet, we're gonna go out for another round just to find a GUINEA PIG .. i pity my piggie ~~ he can't find any guinea pigs (obviously, he can't find ME) .. LOL ..

-aly loh-

weekend days

1st November 2009 woot ~~ it has been quite a while i've updated my daily routines .. okay .. i'll start from yesterday .. so, the MGS MILITARY BAND got not just 1 sir .. it turned out to be 4, well, 3 men and 1 lady, actually .. they DO talk alot, i guess .. however, we were being taught from the basics AGAIN .. it was quite a boring morning .. we didn't play anything at all except learning how to breathe, learning how to buzz , etc etc .. it was eventually easy for me .. i have been applying all whatever they taught since the day i started playing the eupho .. that explains why i have been able to play high notes and long tunes on my eupho .. LOL .. so, in the end, i was eventually the one to teach the others to breathe the proper way and also buzzing and .... MORE ... i don't really remember, though .. i taught most of the juniors and ended up doing nothing else next .. that's all about the band for now .. so, after the practise, went back home to bathe and had lunch AND went to ILTI .. and i've totally forgotten that there was an exam .. =.=swt ~~ still, i did well on my essay .. i'm very scared about my comprehension and listening, though .. i've never score well for that AND MING SUEN WAS NOT THERE FOR ME !! this is so sad .. we usually 'berpakat' to exchange answer within ourselves .. I MISS HIM .. GAH ~~ yet, poor richard, though .. the gossip girls' gang were making so much noise that it disturbed him from trying to answer the questions ..

then today came .. SUNDAY, eh ?? went to jusco today .. sad to say that i'm really not a good chess player .. someone check-mated me in just 4 steps in less than 1 minute .. =.=l'l ... second thing, sad to say that someone eats faster than me and lastly, someone found out that i'm scared of getting poked at the side of my hips .. ... ... ...and yet i owe that someone 7 TIMES of being poked !! so sad-lahh.. I'M BEING SUFFOCATED AND TORTURED !! i wanna cry ~~ i want my mummie~~ !!

-aly loh-