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it's so freaking boring~!! whether the exams are still on or not, there're no differences at all.. wait.. actually, there IS .. before exam, we only tension and keep digging ourselves into the books while after exams, WE TENSION ABOUT OUR STUPID, FREAKING MARKS ... ish .. i tak suka langsung .. you know what?? i've just failed at around 6-7 freaking subjects.. i've totally failed all my science subjects and even is my mod. maths and add maths.. i've failed history and i've failed P.E .. at least i didn't fail moral this time .. for the first time in my form 4 life, i've passed moral.. i did well on the structural questions and for the first time, i managed my essay questions.. embarrasing, but i'm still happy about it .. the other subjets are good.. english is the only subject that i WILL NEVER FAIL.. i'm quite satisfied with my bahasa this time.. oh well, nothing is perfect.. nevermind, forget it.. i still have SPM next year.. after SPM, i have college .. and after college, i'm going to work and then my life is DONE.. ahaha.. stupid, i know .. i do wish to be free now, but i couldn't due to the LAST YEAR of school .. GAH.. this sucks .. ISH ..

shake me and wake me up cause it's already OCTOBER O.o ??

alright, it's already October and time passed so fast.. haizz.. penghargaan is coming very near and examz are coming right after penghargaan .. this function is worst than sports day.. of all beautiful days, WHY THE DAY BEFORE EXAMS ARE ON ??? could someone just simply SUE THE FREAKING SCHOOL ?? people want to study properly here and i'm not even paying attention this few days in most of the classes .. i can swear my chemistry paper is gonna flunk down to hell.. honestly, i'm lack of confidence and trust on myself, i assume.. what am i to do when i'm both a leader and a very unorganised student ?? i feel responsible and irresponsible at the same time.. THIS SUCKS.. how i wish i'm currently doing my last year in a college and before i know, i'm done with my studies and off to my career as a musician or an orchestra player or maybe working under the tourism section.. and after a few years, just simply get married and have babies and my life is SIMPLY DONE .. idiotic, i know.. but still, what am i to do ?? even if i'm not in college now, how i would wish i'm currently doing my SPM exam this year and off to Ngee Aun Polytechcnic School in Singapore next year.. AIKZZ .. so many things to do before i get my ass off of Malaysia and before i even graduate from high school .. *sigh* i guess i'm done with all of my confessions.. i'm stressing myself too much and have been thinking too much .. alright then, i'm done for today.. gotta focus on what i gotta do .. ciaos ~~

OHMYFREAKING GOD =.=

hey there, people.. guess i couldn't update my blog at the time that i wanted to.. kinda busy these days.. can't hepl it, though.. i didn't wish for such complicating things to happen on me.. being a leader is a hectic =.= GAH~~ i really feel like strangling myself already.. oh well, i can't do anything else.. hmmm... there're not much updates from me for now.. my last update was a few days from 17th August XD .. i cronically LOVE that particular day and i love YOU =) .. heehee .. i guess that's the only special thing for this moment.. i'll update more when there's anything special .. ciaos ~~~ p/s : i've removed it and it was hard, but still, i know i had to move on PROPERLY.. i love you < 3

life still goes on when you are dying to know something

hello, hello, people !! i'm back ~ alright, then.. today's the 15th of August 2010.. well, it's quite early in the morning ( or i supposed, not cause it's already 10.48am now ).. nothing special happened.. i'm still waiting for the 17th to come.. GAH ~~!!! it's so hard surviving in curiousity.. WHY ?? it's because i wanna know what the freaking heck is the THE BOX =.=ll lame, i know.. i'm still waiting for tuesday and today is ONLY SUNDAY =.= how many more freaking hours do i have to wait, man .. couldn't imagine, anyway.. haizz .. guess that's all i can say, people.. sunday is not and NOT my favourite day.. i was supposed to go out today to have some fun, but since so many humans couldn't free themselves for me, i guess i'm A-L-O-N-E ALONE ~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nevermind, forget it.. who cares XD i've got house chores, instead .. anyway, ciaos ~!!

oh-my-FREAKING-God =.=

it's already the 6th of august, humans and i didn't realise how fast time passes.. i know, i know.. i haven't been updating my updates as often as before.. the last update was on 25th of April... ............WOAH~ it's more than 3 months, humans.. guess it's a new record to break.. so, since i'm now revived from being "gone" from my blog for so long, i'll might just drop a few events here c: FIRSTLY, the most important thing of my life after so long.. i love him to the max < 3 ~!! i guess we were meant to be known as one.. you guys can blame me.. he's my DRUG and i mean it.. my oh-so-sweet MAN.. critise me if you want, i don't mind because I LOVE HIM XD SECOND on the list is that i'm getting very used to being an upper FORM 4 student science student.. i can get the concept and stuff.. it's all on self-diciplining and responsibilities and i know i'm talking like an adult HERE.. NEXT, the most shocking news of all, people and i mean it very seriously.. it seems that i'll be leading the band from 2010 till 2011.. yup, you've guessed it, folks .. the BAND LEADER of the 2010/2011 board.. shocking, right ?? sigh .. what to do ?? kind of a hectic post to hold.. still, what has to be done, has to be done.. NEWAYZ, i've been given some new names lately by ...... hmmm .. i haven't think of a name for this guy yet.. ah~ nevermind .. i'll remain the name 'cute hamster' for him =p LOL~ so, the 'cute hamster' is naming me ...... let me see ... specky, auntie nasi lemak and last in the list is MOSQUITO =.=lll GAWD~~ i'd prefer him calling me ALY THE SPECKY =.=ll it's ridiculous, i know.. still, who cares ?? i still prefer to be known as a guinea pig XD well, i guess this is all for now.. from now onwards, i'm gonna revive back my bloggie =p T-T-F-N, tata for now, humans ~

love, love, love ~ i want your love

when a girl feels loved < 3

when pesta ria came

11th April 2010 yesterday, 10th of April was MGS's fun fair day .. also known as the day i GOT SO DAMN, FREAKING SICK .. woke up early in the morning at around 5.30 and reached school at 6.30 .. i got very busy with the uniform stuff and instrument stuff AND a quest to FIND THE TEACHER IN CHARGE .. it took me almost 1 or 2 hours to finally find the teacher .. in the end, i ended up OT-ed my job for a while .. while i was on my duty, i LELONG-ED like a MAK CIK .. however, 4sc4 had a good business .. at first we had difficulties to socialize with the uncles and aunties ; outsiders, i would say .. slowly, we got used to it except for the fact that I WAS NOT SATISFY WITH THAT GROUP OF PATHETIC BOYS .. they made fun of ME =.= sshhheeesssshhhh .. some guys really don't know how to treat a lady .. at least that mood only lasted for a moment .. after that, melz came and hung out .. fun part was when i get to force some humans to come to my stall and buy the stuff XD .. after all the blablabla stuff, i left at 1 and went for class .. being a CPE student has never been my cup of tea .. i regret entering CPE this .. i should have entered H.CAE this year as i still can get the chance to enter CPE next year .. what i really regret on the 10th of April is that i went to class with a high temperature .. yes, i had fever .. the worst fever ever .. i was stubborn 'cause i refused to call my mum to fetch me home .. i didn't want to miss any lessons, but in the end, i ended up sleeping in the class soundly .. at least throwing up some stuff cooled me down(??) i had the pressure at my throat .. i just rushed to the ladies XD .. after all the stuff, i was damn weak, damn dizzy and DAMN NON-SPIRITED.. reached home after class and took my temperature .. i was shocked as the temperature was 39.1 degrees .. i straight away sleep and sleep AND SLEEP .. ... ... ... ... ... then, today, 11th April, came .. i was somwhow awoken at 7.30 .. after that, i couldn't sleep .. i rolled all over my bed XD .. pathetic, i know .. LOL .. so, i went out today as my parents wanted to do shopping .. hung out with a friend and got teased by some humans .. i'm now known as an AUNTY =.= so sad, man ..