April 2025

 Dear Blog, 

It's been a while and I guess it's the time of the "once in a blue moon" when I'm feeling more sentimental. I would like to dedicate this post to someone who once used to mean a whole lot to me. 

 2 nights ago, I dreamt of you - yes, you, of all humans in the world. 

I dreamt that I was back in my own home country with a mutual friend of ours and somehow rather I saw you from my side eye when I was trying to pass through quite a crowd. 

Somehow rather, the friend left their bag behind and was asked to go back to find it.

When I went back, I saw you looking straight at me into my soul for some lost answers. 

"Hi", I said 

"Oh, you talking to me?", you answered back. 

"Well, someone's gonna start talking" . . . 

. . . and that was it . . . 

I woke up with my daughter and husband still asleep beside me, thinking that it was too good to be true that one way or another, we finally met and getting the closure that we needed 11 years ago. 

I can only think the reason why I would dream about you cause 20th April meant a lot to me 15 years ago

That's all from me now, Chun

Till the next time or next life we see each other again. 

With love,

Yeng

Hello, blogspot :)

Hello 2024 :) 

Wow, time does pass. 

The last time I used blogspot was for my project to pass my English project. Here I am now - 30 years old, married with 2 kids with a humble home. 

I was doing some light reading on own blog and oh boy, I can't recall what I had gone through during my teenage years till early adulthood. 

Now that I am reminiscing my old times, it does make me think of all the what-ifs. 

Back in 2010, I was in love with someone whom I met when Friendster was still a thing. We met and bonded as we were both military band members. Over the years, we had our ups and downs and we did look forward to having a future together, or at least I did. 

Lil' did I know that I was not acknowledge by his mother even till the day we broke up and that he had cheated on me over a girl who looked like me. LDR was definitely not a joke, but it was not an excuse to cheat. 

This was very devastating to me as I looked up to him a lot. 5 years of my youth and devotion to just that 1 person was just gone in a blink of an eye. 

Heartbroken, sad, misery, suicidal thoughts - you name it. Whatever negativity I had in mind was all I could think of because I couldn't see a future without him. 

I was thankful that I still had a handful of friends to distract me and kept me going on. I had all the fun I had as my ex as he was very controlling with the friends I was with - especially of the opposite sex. For once, I didn't have to care of what he thinks and I can have more of my social life and spending more time with my mother. 

In 2014, I have finally graduated from my Diploma and was approached to work for Resorts World Sentosa. My first official job and earning a very humble salary as a fresh graduate. 

I remember meeting my husband there on my first day of work in the same restaurant at the back of the house. I would still, till this very day, remind my husband how cold he was towards me back then. 

I was hesitant to be in a relationship back then when my husband tried to pursue me after that awkward introduction. I had explain that I was deeply hurt and wasted 5 years of my devotion over a guy who ended up cheated on me. 

Till this day, it makes me think back and am grateful that my husband waited till I finally open up to him. We barely dated a year and *pop*, there goes the question that has changed our lives forever. 

I do admit that my husband and I are not always on the same page most of the time, but hey, opposite attracts! We have had our ups and downs and episodes of challenges we had to face back then. 

From fighting about our parents to work, from purchasing our house to naming our kids - our journey was really not that smooth sailing for sure. 

It is now 2024 - 10 years together with my husband, Edmond (married for coming 8 years now) and 2 kids later, here I am updating my life in summary while standing at the reception at work to past time. If time ever permits, I would love to document about my life here as my own diary to reminisce in the future. 

That is all from me now. More updates laterssssss! 

Warmest Regards,

Adelene Loh 

 

last post for AE

30th May 2014

ahhh, finally it's the final week of me posting something on this blog. I might leave this blog "dead" again. Well, today was our MICE presentation and I must say, Mr Sahul is happy with my group =)

We have had worked on MICE project for weeks and the outcome met his expectations. There were a few mistakes, but I'm sure there will be rooms for improvement.

late post >.<

25th May 2014

Okay, this is definitely a very late post. This week is just so busy!

Hmmm, now i remember that I'm supposed to blog about Warm Bodies xD

well, it's a story about this man, R, who's a corpse. He finds himself wondering about how will it ever be like to be able to feel human again and he eventually did. He met Julie and eventually fell in love. He killed Julie's boyfriend and spared hers, brought her back to where he stays for a few days and helped her back home.

oh wells, at least throughout the whole journey, R managed to become human again and lived happily ever after with Julie eventhough he doesn't remember anything about his past life as human.

cheers!

when a girl feels loved

17th May 2014

This week is rather busy. So many things to do and yet so little time. Projects still undone and it's just so frustrating at times when you can't get things done at the time you want.

However, what eases me off is when he comforts me with his random hugs =)

and yeah, i guess i have someone else in mind now even though i don't know if he feels the same towards me =/

till then, i have till graduation to know if he's serious with me

i'm getting this blog active again

6th May 2014

Dear Blog and Mr Nate :)

Hi, i'm back again!

Life has been going on pretty well and oh boy, i'm so sleepy now >.< 2 nights ago, i remember sleeping at around 1am and yesterday i slept at 12am O.o  now i understand why my mum never let me sleep at late hours and the reason is simple; i cannot get up the next morning for morning classes!

more on about today!

HS progress test just ended today and extra class is brought forwards to Friday >.<

ahhhh, i find this rather funny about posting my current life after 3 years of not posting.. it seems just like yesterday i was just complaining about SPM, school, band, tuition classes and dreaming on about  love :/

i still remember i was once an active band member and ended up as the president at Form 5.. i still remember being randomly active in tuition classes, especially in Biology and Physics.. not forgetting that i have always hated Bahasa Melayu =)

come to thing of it, i'm proud to be able to speak in Bahasa.. as proud as i am able to speak in Bahasa Melayu, i'm no longer proud as a Malaysian.. the politics happening are inhumane and very embarrassing..

die, i can't make it any further now.. i'm damn damn damn sleepy now, gotta stop right here and sleeping in early!

goodnight, world!

To my dear, dear AE mentor, Mr Nate

29th April 2014

Alright now.. it's been a very, very long time since I have last updated my blog, well, it's been 3 years over now.. 

i'm now using this blog for the next 5 weeks for YOU to read, Mr Nate =) 

however, it's a great thing, too that i am now reviving this blog of mine.. i remember using this blog to express my frustrations, anger, sadness and complaints.. well, that was when i was much younger.. i remember started blogging since 15 and all the way till i was 17.. 

i remember being deeply in love with the man of my dreams who i met in Friendster back in 2008, but it's now all history since February this year.. 

looking back at my previous posts, i see myself very immature and rather sensitive, more like a coward and hiding everything and yet looking for trouble..haha, i know understand why my mum would refer me as rather childish and never look at things the other way.. 

now that i am 20, many things have changed.. i have got a very different lifestyle, so different that no one remembers who and how i have been all thee while until yesterday.. everyone saw the photos that i have posted about me in a photoshoot, for portfolio purposes.. i remember i was once a nobody back in Ipoh, but now that i'm somewhat a somebody now, everyone looked at me at a different aspect.. they didint remember me or maybe i can put it in a way that no one even remembered that i existed.. i feel rather funny, now that i'm being refered as like one of those Miss Popular in Ipoh now.  

ahhh, i'm going in too deep now >.< 

more update next week now!