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31st August 2009

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, MALYSIA !!

okay, i admit i'm a 'lil spirited with the country's so-called birthday .. lol .. so, anyway, went out with mum and dadddy today .. so, while suffering from period pain, i was suddenly surprised by my foster sis, suet kuan .. we went walking for a while for a while to hangout as we didn't contact each other for this whole week as holidays haven't ended .. it's a good thing that school's gonna reopen tomorrow !! i've been missing school since last week as in like - after dissmissal on the last day of school ?? okay, i know i'm being weird again, but i really love school so much ..

oh yeah, i've forgotten to mention that suet kuan and i were eventually "LUCKY" enough to have "COINCEDENCELY" met our dear, petty "ANGEL" .. she was eventually running away from us when her eyes met us together .. both of us were like - "she's such a loser, much" .. the "ANGEL" was with a lion-headed fellow .. *sigh* i pity the lion-headed fellow ..

oh, who cares ?? she's just too petty, i guess .. still, newayz, my mood isn't back yet, though and i just simply don't know WHY .. this is such a sad thing .. i've never lost my mood just as simple as blinking an eye .. hmmm .. i guess i'll get back my mood tomorrow when i meet back my friends again .. i seriously miss them like hell ..

-aly loh-

I MISS BAND SO MUCH !!

was browsing through the net

and i found the band vid ..

and to be seriously honest

I MISS THE GOOD OLD TIMES !!

missed practises

missed marching

and of course

MISSING MY EUPHO !!

it's been a while since i've last touched YOU ..

i miss my baby eupho so much ..

I'M SO DESPERATE TO SEE MY EUPHO NOW !!

*cries*

I WANT MY EUPHO !!

-desperate aly-

another saturday class

22nd August 2009
 nothing much to say, though .. i'm not actually in the mood .. still, i had fun with the guys today in tuition .. ming han finally wears a mask today to avoid spreading his coughing germs .. ming syuen got sick too .. he had fever and flu .. poor fella .. he sat so far away from me today .. i didn't get used to it, though .. still ... ... ... ming han finished up my phone's battery !! such a sad case, but he got nice records in some of my games .. lol ..
TQ, MING HAN aka ye ye .. newayz, zheng liang was absent today .. kinda missed him, though .. no sweets for today .. *cries* k-lahh .. today no mood edi .. guess i'll stop here till my mood comes back ..

-confused aly-

RANDOM POST

18th August 2009 well, people .. yesterday night, one of my tuition friends, Kong, wished me too .. i was surprised, though .. lol .. then today, it's my teacher's birthday !! lol .. weird, huh ?? still, i gave her the card i made and she eventually stick-ed it on the wall to let everyone see my horrible drawing .. i swear my drawing is very horrible, but she liked it, though .. i bet she still likes it .. heehee .. ok, second topic, i would like to thank my BFF, melz for being so sweet for all these momentorous & memorable years of 9 .. for all the sweet and rough moments we have had all these years, i hereby that i won't abandon YOU no matter what ever happens .. i miss the old time we have had from our pasts, but hey, it's not the end of the world yet .. we've plenty of time more to hangout, BABE !! THANKS, MELZ !!

-aly loh-

officially 15 years old !!

17th August 2009 oh yea, babe .. i'm officially 15 !! YAY !! today's a good day too .. reached schhol this morning and emma was the first one to wish me .. i was so touched 'cause not everyone remembers my birthday .. she bought me a chain which eventually comes in a pair .. i bet you guys can't believe this, but it was a set of bikini !! LOL .. so, there was this bra and the panty .. i've no choice, but to choose the bra .. HAHA .. still, it was sweet of her .. we've been seperated since January up until now and she remembers the date so clearly !! I LOVE YOU, EMMA !! newayz, many people wished me, today .. there was leng yee who got a very suffering squeeze from me .. there was mel who i didn't squeeze that much, but gotten a very big hug from me .. there was also my tuition teacher, by sms .. there was also my junior which i was eventually surprised with .. it's so sweet of her .. i wonder how she remembers my birthday, though .. it's not keen to find a junior who can eventually remember my birthday .. and lastly, there was my beloved brother .. sent me alot of messages .. from my handphone to the computer .. good songs and sweet messages .. i guess it's worth it for him to sleep at 12 to just think and do everything which i seriously find it very meaningful enough .. and i've got to say that my 15th birthday is really very meaningful .. i now hereby that i shall appreciate my friends and foster siblings who remembered my birthday .. thank you for everything and thank you for standing by my side for all these while .. i'll NEVER EVER forget you guys out there no matter what .. I LOVE YOU GUYS !! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING !!

-15th year old aly-

a typical sunday

16th August 2009 lol .. i had a great day, today, though it's not even night yet .. my clock here shows that now is 4.01 pm .. it's rare to find me online-ing in the afternoon .. hehe .. that's because later i've to go out for dinner .. newayz, mum and dad treated me pizza today and i'm just darn satisfied !! i almost ate my stomach out .. i'm still very full now .. i guess all the stuff inside my tummy aren't digested yet .. something's wrong with my enzyme, i guess .. lol .. heck with it .. i'm happy to be full up until now .. hehehe .. so happie ~~ there's something i've gotta say, though .. i find that nowadays, i'm getting crazier and crazier and i just simply don't know why .. something is definately wrong with me and i guess i haven't found out the clue yet .. ever since yesterday, i've been acting so childish with the guys yesterday and that's the first time i've ever done that in my life .. i find it fun, though .. heehee .. LIFE'S GOOD WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY ..

-crazy aly-

another day with the boys ..

15th August 2009 my mood today is seriously just simply darn crazy .. lol .. today, school was on and half of the class was absent .. thanks to their absence, the other half of us gets to have FUN !! no studying at all .. besides that, i can sense that i'll PASS everything except sejarah cause i've really failed that paper and also seni .. still, nevermind .. 'people learn from failures : quote by di di'.. that means i'll do better in the future !! lol .. so, after school, went to ILTI .. was eventually informed that there were EXAMS today .. uuugghhhhhhh ... exams the whole week .. it's such a sad case, though .. still, as usual .. i pakat with ming syuen to get the answers AGAIN .. and you guys know what ?? for paper 3, we've done it before, FOR GOD'S SAKE !! ming syuen was like so excited and he was elbowing me non-stop .. so, it was a luxury to most of us .. ming syuen and i were like copying the answers without the teacher noticing .. as for recess, i spent my recess with the guys again .. zheng liang went mad too, today .. he nearly raped ming syuen during recess .. i was like calling him a molester .. HAHA .. then somehow, ming han and i started talking for like the 3rd time .. both of us were like 'debating' and guess what .. ming han has a new name from me .. well, it started like this : he was eventually wearing his 2006 prefectorial t-shirt and i was teasing him about his shirt .. somehow, i don't know how we mentioned about our age difference .. then he started calling me 'XIU MUI MUI', pointing his finger on my direction .. 'YOU'RE YOUNGER THAN ME A BIT ONLY, BUT CALL ME SUK SUK ( UNCLE )" .. it seems that he admits he's old .. so i said," SINCE YOU REALLY WANT ME TO CALL YOU UNCLE, WHY CAN'T I CALL YE YE ( GRANDFATHER ) ??" "no must call me suk suk" "no .. i wanna call you ye ye" "NO .. only suk suk" "ai-yah.. you're memory not good-mahh .. call you ye ye will suit you better" in the end, he really deserves being called GRANDFATHER .. why, eh ?? we passed up our papers and mr. phang was asking him to count the papers .. unfortunetly, when he finished counting, he'd forgotten the number of papers he had counted .. so, TO ALL SAM TET BOYS WHO KNOWS A GUY NAMED LAM MING HAN FROM 5S2, EVERYONE MUST CALL HIM "YE YE" !! THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY !!

-crazy aly-

TRIALS EXAM FEVER IS FINALLY OVER !!

14th August 2009 woah ~~ it's been almost a week since i've last blogged .. can't believe that i'm still alive, though and i can't believe that i've actually studied History and Geography for like - ONCE !! aikzz .. sad case, but i have confidence that i'll at least pass everything !! except seni 'cause i wanna suffocate rohana.. i'll prove to you guys when i get my results .. HAH .. ... still, i'm happy that the exam fever is finally over .. and now i'm wondering how am i gonna survive for SPM trials ......... ... ... ... it's gonna be like - 1 month .. no comments .. FORGET ABOUT IT !! i still have PMR to be done !! don't think too much, aly !! anywayz, i was somehow happy with thursday's papers .. somehow i find myself anwering EVERYTHING during maths papers .. i was like so surprised .. when i got home, i found myself laughing and behaving a mad fella .. so, today was the last day and everyone was happy, obviously.. went to tuition today i received a present from my beloved teacher .. she's just do sweet !! she gave me a cute pillow and a card .. lol .. i love her so much .. can't believe she gave me so early because she can eventually give it to me on monday .. lol .. her birthday is on the 18th, though .. lol .. i'll be giving her gift on monday .. heehee .. hope she'll like it .. it's just a simple card, though .. after coming back from tuition, that's when my mood starts to change tremondously.. dad scolded me because he thought i was playing with my phone .. i was about to switch on my phone and then he started .. mum wasn't feeling well .. i know that i'm supposed to help with the table and dishes, but is it wrong to just switch on my phone ?!! it was already 7 o' clock, though.. if i was playing with it, dad can blame me because i'll be wasting the battery and also supposingly to help mum, but NO .. he just simply blurted out like that .. i was already darn-flaming angry when he had forgotten my birthday, but i thought maybe i can just let it go 'cause he could've been busy .. unfortunetly, he released everything on me .. i cried before i can even eat .. when everything was about to calm down, again he blurted everything on me .. again i cried .. my heart was already broken when he had forgotten my birthday and now he's blurting everything on me .. mum didn't EVEN say anything and he scolded me like anything .. it seems that he was free when mum was getting the dishes ready .. why can't dad just help mum ?!! i was already holding a helmet with me and what can i do ??!!!! I HATE MY DAD ..

-sad aly-

i'm gonna miss HER

7th August 2009 *sigh* i came down with flu this morning and don't worry 'cause it's seriously NOT H1N1 .. anyway, when i was about to go to the school cafeteria, she approached me .. ... ... ... with her inner suit and also some eupho scores .. sadly to say that somehow i feel like i wanna cry .. look, people .. i seriously don't know why and i know that she's also human and just a senior .. some of you guys think .. - "eh, loh yeng .. why-lahh you wanna cry just because of somebody who always find trouble and sometimes simply scold you?" "eh, loh yeng .. no need to cry-lahh .. you know arr .. you should be glad-lahh .. you finally can become the senior-mahh" "eh, loh yeng .. you cry oso no use lerr .. i see her face macam LC saje-saje oni .. if i'm her junior arr, you have no idea that how HAPPY am i" - you guys are the ones with no brains at all .. - ever since i was a small, tiny- weenie 'lil junior back in secondary 1, i've always had a good impression on her .. though i wasn't her REAL junior yet back then, i'd fine her a very good senior .. i can still remember the way she thought us marching, though .. it has always been an entertaiment .. then just back last year in secondary 2, i managed to changed from a trombonist to a euphist .. back then, i wasn't really a very good junior to her, if i've not mistaken .. we weren't really that close 'cause .. .. .. i don't know why, though .. NEVERMIND, FORGET ABOUT LAST YEAR .. then this year came .. somehow i get to be so close with her .. pranks and jokes came out from our crazy minds .. i realized that she's really the senior who any junior would've always wish for .. we had fun and have been acting crazy whenever we feel like.. (and i still remember the way we had danced the other day .. lol ..) i felt so proud .. BUT .. now it's really sad to say that i'm seriously gonna miss her and i don't know why.. NO MORE FUN SENIORS FOR ME ?? or izzit because of the bond we made this year ?? well, i would have to say that i'd have to lose both of these items .. this can really consider as great, BIG lost to me, though .. how i wish i'm back in secondary 1 !! - now you guys OUT THERE know why i'm really gonna miss her ??!! gossip whatever you guys want .. i'd call YOU J-E-A-L-O-U-S !! that's right, JEALOUS !! jealous all you want 'cause i won't even bother you at all .. *BLERKZZ*

-aly-

lonely

4th August 2009 hmmm ... nothing much happened today .. i wore a mask today to school and barely anyone notices my friend and i were talking !! hahaha .. *evil grinz* anyway, i feel lonely nowadays and i just simply don't know why .. somehow i feel so left out by almost everyone i know including my friends and just everyone i know .. i'm wondering why i feel like this .. is it because i'm more mature than them ?? somehow i feel so .. you guys ask why, eh ?? i'll tell you guys why .. well, it's not that i'm trying to talk about them behind their backs, but i've a few examples why i find them more childish then me .. - 1. HUI YI, from my saturday class' friend, used to be ok with me, but she speaks mandarin more than english .. that's not the point yet .. my MAIN point is that she's always with the gossip queens and i have to admit that i'm just so OUTDATED that i just don't know how to gossip .. furthermore, the gossip queens are also mandaring speakers ..CONCLUSION. i stick to the boys 'cause they're more willingly to talk to me in both english/cantonese while 1 is willingly to teach me a 'lil of mandarin as i seriously don't even speak mandarin at all !! - 2. i wouldn't want to metion their names here 'cause it's a 'lil inconvenient .. (incase if they managed to find my blog, somehow .. ) i used to have a group of friends just back last year, but i don't know why i just feel so empty .. there's one comment i'd like to make, though .. they talk childish topics more than talking about the future and the reality world .. i, on the other side, am always worried about the future and the reality world .. they'd always snap me out and enterain me with something else .. i know it's good to have friends who'd entertain you, but they just don't care about the coming future .. CONCLUSION, i find myself so dumb to think about the future when i can have fun in my teenage life .. i seriously find myself just being so dumb .. - 3. tuition friends became my problem too, though .. i've met wonderful friends when i first met them in primary 6 .. as i grow older, well, sadly to say that i just don't talk childish like them anymore .. i tried to have some conversation with, but they don't find me interesting anymore .. CONCLUSION, i have had always been the quiet one in class 'cause i just shut my ass up and i just don't talk .. - AND sometimes it makes me wonder if i AM a girl or not .. well, it's simple to identify a girl, obviously .. with all the pretty make ups, spaghetti straps tees, shorts/ skirts with a complete set with high heeled shoes .. I, on the other side ... ... ... well, no comments .. i don't buy cosmetics and i just hate making up .. i don't really like to wear spaghetti straps tees and i don't think that i have more than 2 of it .. skirts?? my cupboard is full of pants and jeans !! and lastly, high heeled shoes .. although i have less than 3 pairs, i still barely wear tham .. again, i would have to say that i'm a fila, nike and levi's shoes freak .. i even barely wear sandals, though .. LIFE IS FULL OF COMPLICATIONS

-aly-

another day in ILTI

2nd August 2009 *phew* another day is gonna end and i just must say that CAE's sunday class in more fun than the saturday class .. at least it's better than going to MR. CHIANG'S class last year's replacement class on sunday too, though .. that was in FCE .. this year i'm in CAE .. aikzz .. i wonder how am i gonna suffer with MR. PHANG again next year !! this is such a sad case ... WAIT .. ... ... .. i did suffered a 'lil today in class .. i did another pretest AGAIN, for goodness' sake !! i've just done it yesterday and i'm re-doing it again, though it's the topic which ming syuen just suffered with just yesterday .. at least it wasn't as hard as yesterday's paper .. i got to know 2 of the students there too, though .. both are friendly and sweet hearts ..

SPEAKING OF SWEET-HEARTS

... ha ha ha..

there IS something i need to comment, though .. lol .. I MET DANIEL AGAIN !! ARRRGGGHHHHHH !!! THAT OH-SO-CUTE KOREAN GUY !!! *SCREAMS* he's just simply, JUST, JUST SIMPLY ADOREABLE, PEOPLE !! he's darn cute, baby !! eventhough he just wore a simple t-shirt, normal pants and sandals, you guys have no idea how OH-SO-CUTE the hell he is !! for your dearest information, i've first saw him just last year when i went to saturday's morning replacement class .. i was like - wow .. he's just darn CUTE !! such a sweet heart and such a heart-throb-er .. he's like - thick hair, cute tiny 'lil eyes, smooth skin ... ... ... i certainly have no more comments 'cause, he's just so charming !! *faints*

~*aly loves DANIEL*~

BAND FAREWELL !!

1st August 2009 wow, today's the band farewell .. i must say that this farewell is so fun .. played water balloon and then passed water all over .. in the end, i ended up NOT wearing my sandals .. so, i washed my feet before wearing them .. suddenly, one junior was asking me to fill up some water into a pail .. what exactly happen just after 5 seconds was that she poured every thing on ME !! i was darn wet from top to toe .. aikzz .. THANK YOU, FIONA LEONG ... (NOT) .. it was a good thing that my handphone didn't get wet or else she has to pay .. lol .. still, i enjoyed the whole programme .. it was better than i've expected .. best farewell ever ..

...AFTER THE FAREWELL...

i went to ILTI today .. didn't missed anything, much .. well, there IS something that i DID missed, though .. THE GIRLS' GANG INCLUDING MY FRIENDS GOT TO EAT PIZZA !! i was alone then .. was alone with ming han, zheng liang, jeu kai and ming syuen in the class for a while .. then, got a pretest from cambridge .. luckily it's just an essay !! the past years have been objective questions !! i happy about this year's paper .. i'm just hoping for better marks this time .. lol .. well .. that's all from me today .. don't really have the mood today ..

CHAOS !!

~*aly*~