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22nd January 2010 being a form 4 student is harder than i'd thought .. i've made alot of resolutions and i've managed most of them or i should say ALL of them .. however, it's UP TO MY NECK =.= my first and most prior promise is to FINISH UP ALL OF MY HOMEWORK .. good news is that i've really did it .. i've done all of my homework without fail .. however, there are still some draw backs .. 1 i'm stressing up 2 i must work hard 3 I CAN'T BALANCE MY ACTIVITIES PROPERLY being a senior now with a post is seriously a HECTIC .. i can't find a proper junior this year .. majority of them are just S-H-O-R-T.. the one that i've got doesn't even know how to buzz properly .. well, not really mine, actually .. i'm considering the one who was the tallest among them although her height was up until somewhere at my ear lobe or taller, i guess .. my main problem for now is that ; 1 i don't have a proper junior 2 i have to get a euphist for sports day who's able to play THAT SONG strongly for bass as expected .. 2010 is really not my year at all .. i'm gonna suffer alot throughout this year .. it's the 3rd week in school and the sad thing to tell is that ... I'VE FINALLY UNDERSTAND CHEMISTRY AFTER 2 WEEKS OF STUDYING =.= ll same goes to add. maths .. now i'm left with physics and biology to UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPTS .. GAH ~~ S.O.S, PEOPLE ~~!!

-aly loh-

it's a busy saturday

16th January 2010 it's another busy day although it's a weekend's day .. i'm totally EXHAUSTED for the week .. form 4 is seriously not a good year to go through .. i really MUST cope up with my studies this year and yet i've to balance up my practices .. just today, there's practice for today .. it's been a while since i've really practiced properly with my eupho .. that's because i've not been staying back long hours like last year .. lol .. neways, today's the day when the fresh, new juniors were supposed to join us .. it seems that i can't find a proper junior this year .. sad to say that this year's form 1 girl's are ... ... ... ... i know i'm criticizing them, but they're just SO SHORT =p so ... ... ... no proper junior this year .. LOL .. ...another day in ILTI .. the only thing that's interesting is during recess .. i got PUNCHED BY A GUY =.=ll for the first time in my 16 years of life, i got punched on the knuckles AND IT SERIOUSLY HURTS LIKE HELL .. in conclusion, i'll never again get near to NG ZHENG LIANG ..

-aly loh-

phheewww ~~

9th January 2010 finally i'm able to BREATHE, people !! my schedule is really tight .. VERY tight indeed .. i've finally gotten my class .. just on thursday, man .. imagine yourself sitting in the hall for almost 4 days in the hall for HOURS with no space and cramped legs with some nagging from the teachers and not to forget about breathing in CARBON DIOXIDE .. however, until today, i still cannot believe that i'm in 4S4 .. i'm in a pure science class, wei ~~ i still can't believe that they've approved what i've chosen .. i've chosen pure science as my first decision and the other 2 has accountings .. i thought that the school would have disapproved me and just hand me over to the vocational classes .. i was totally surprised when pn. norhanim called my name LOUD and CLEAR from the 4S4 list .. i was like - what ?? science 4 ?? are you serious ?? is this some kind of joke ?? neither one of us in my gang believed it .. 4 of us were hoping to be together .. however, 1 of us have been seperated .. ever since then, i realised the friendship between 8 people will be corrupted .. i wanna cry, seriously .. we're all now in different classes, different time to have recess and different time for dismissal .. besides this fact, i've also realised that this is the beginning of being seperated from each other .. somehow, i really wanna go back to last year .. 2009 was seriously the BEST OF BEST year ever .. all of us were just so close and now we're being seperated like that .. aikss .. such a sad news .. ..enough of that for now .. today's the first day in ILTI, babe ~~!! it's good to be back there again .. however, i got seperated AGAIN from my gang .. half of the gang went to H.CAE and another half went to L.CPE .. i was supposed to do my H.CAE this year, but mum asked me to skip that class and go HIGHER .. =.=ll swt .. i'm no longer in the same class with Zheng Liang ~~!! GAH ~~!! i want my sweet provider ~~!! no more sweets .. =.=ll .. and it seems that i'm stuck with richard after all .. my only close friend since last year .. this is seriously LAME lahh .. i'm complaining like an old women here .. ... ... ... ... ... and yet, i got mr. gill as my teacher .. i can't read whatever he wrote on the board .. sometimes i can't even hear whatever he spoke altough i'm sitting RIGHT INFRONT of him .. after such a long complain, i can only jump to ONE conclusion .. i have to bear with whatever i'm handling now .. LOL ..

-aly loh-

undecided

6th January 2010 being a higher secondary student is seriously NOT MY CUP OF TEA .. i mean this and i'm already too tired of all of these games, really .. although we're not given our classes yet, my schedule is PACKED .. so much for being excited about going back to school .. suddenly i feel like i'm already so O-L-D.. more like an adult, i should say .. my life's gonna change within 2 weeks .. i can comfirm that .. being a form 4 student is NEVER as easy as you people think .. we're gonna be dismissing later than usual, i've gotta stay back for practices and yet i absolutely HAVE NO TIME to even think about tuition classes !! i have abolute 0% to stay back for anything .. just simply NO MOOD .. i just wanna sit back, relax and DIG MY HEAD under the books .. SPM life will be next year and another 'war' will be on .. i need to be prepeared for the exams !! I HAVE A FUTURE TO THINK OF, PEOPLE !!

too stressed up

-aly loh-

a new year, a new hope, a new dream and a new challenge

3rd January 2010 alright, people .. it's time to get back to work .. tomorrow's the first day of school, babe .. i can't wait ~~!! LOL .. in less than 24 hours, i'm a higher secondary student .. new challenges coming ahead .. not to forget EXTREME TIGHT schedules .. i'll be SUPREME BUSY on the first day of school .. planned to stay back for a little while .. then i'll be having tuition classes already .. and i'll only be free after 7.30 .. oh wells, that's all for today .. i've NOT PACKED anything yet .. it's gonna be a big day tomorrow, babe .. adious ~~

lotsa love,

-aly loh-