mentally broken down

sometimes, i wonder ..

.....

if i DID choose the right guy to love ..

...and i'm wondering now ..

what to do now ..

YOU don't keep your promises

YOU don't try to comfort me whenever i'm angry or whenever i'm down

YOU only care about YOURSELF and not me

YOU don't talk whatever i reply you

i want YOU to comfort me whenever i'm angry or whenever i'm down

i don't want you to be such a ..

..PAK POH..

i want you to care about me

i want you to keep YOUR promises

whenever i want YOU, i really need YOU

i don't want to be alone

i don't wanna be YOUR toy anymore

'cause

i can't stand this anymore

what's up with YOU ??

why are YOU doing this ??

what do YOU want from me ??

YOU'll say you love me

BUT

YOU're not treating me as YOURs

YOU absolutely dont't protect me

and

YOU don't even care whatever i tell you

that's because..

..YOU don't listen to me..

this is seriously ridiculous

and i'm tired of all these stuff

i'll pray that YOU'll leave me alone

with love,

miserable - aly