dreaming away

the sound of your flute remains in my heart

the way you played your flute had taken my breath away

when you first played it infront of me..

.. i fell in love

i've never heard something so beautiful,

yet touching too

the song which you played the other day..

..is still in me

i shall never forget this..

.. and i shall never forget YOU..

............

i miss you, thomas

............

i know i sound ridiculous, but i seriously mean this, people .. i really missed him .. GAH .. how i wish it's already the long-term holidays already .. i don't seem to know why i would suddenly miss him so badly .. i've to wait until next year, though .. *sigh* this is so sad .. how i wish i can have a time machine .. i wanna travel back in time and listen to him .. the good times we had together .. i miss all of 'em ..

today is tuesday and it's the 2nd day of school after the raya's holidays .. what exactly happened to me today is that i was nearly late to school .. well, not to exactly say that i was late, but i woke up 30 minutes later than the usual time .. so, i went to school quite late, maybe .. well, not really that sure, though .. i reached school 10 minutes later which was about 6.45, maybe ?? lol .. it was a fun rush hour .. newayz, i'll keep this short .. not in a mood to blog .. i'm in too much mood to study, study and STUDY !! pmr is just around the corner, people !! i'd better wake up from wonderland and do my 11th-hour of studying !!

I CAN DO IT !! DO IT TO PASS EVERYTHING !!

GAMBARU, ALY-CHAN !!

-aly loh-

random post

26th Spetember 2009 another saturday with the usual class .. hmmm .. i changed my seat today from the right side, front to the left side, back .. i have been with zheng liang the whole day and yet, i feel so guilty .. i left richard alone today .. I'M SO SORRY, RICHARD !! I SWEAR I'LL SEAT WITH YOU NEXT CLASS !! so, today was quite a day in class .. we had a group discussion and i was supposingly to be in the same group with richard .. sadly, jason volunteered 1 second earlier than me .. so, i was stuck with zheng liang the whole day including that "so-called-disscussion" .. GAH ~~ i feel like killing him !! how dare he pulls my hair ~~ !! NG ZHENG LIANG, YOU'RE GONNA GET MY PRANK ON NEXT CLASS !! it's like - for no reasons when he pulled my hair ... ... ... wait ... ... ... he pulled my hair is because i snatched his book .. =.= l'l ... it still serves him right .. who the hell asked him to make fun of me in the first place ?!! still, today is nothing,but pain in the butt ..

-aly loh-

another day out

21st September 2009 GAH ~~ i came down with flu AGAIN .. this is just so sad .. my nose had been running like horses .. it's a good thing that i'm quite ok now .. newayz, i had a very, very big day yesterday and today .. i'll start with yesterday .. SUNDAY, 20th September 2009 .. i went to jusco with my family .. it was a 'lil boring, though .. dad and i were too fed up of spending time in a tiny-weenie-lil-small shop for at least 1 or 2 hours .. dad and i loitered the whole shopping complex and mum with sis weren't even done with the shop .. we ended up looking for some watches in a shop ..it ended up to be ... ... ... *recalling* ... ... ... i've no idea .. GAH ~~ still, i've got a book to indulge with .. my sis wanted to get a novel, but when she saw that there'll be 50% off if we get another book .. so, she bought one for me .. LOL .. i hope the story is good to be read .. i eventually wanted to buy the other book which more like a ROMANCE STORY .. nevermind, i guess .. i can buy that book myself, maybe .. when i can save enough $$ .. LOL .. at night, we went over to a seafood restaurant nearby lost world of tambun .. i was being told to wear a dress and high-heeled shoes ... ... ... ... this is another swt case, ppl !! it's like - C'MON-LAHH !! i'm not used to wearing dresses anymore !! *sigh* so sad .. then .. TODAY, MONDAY i found out that i have been lacking of S-L-E-E-P, SLEEP !! my eyes are gonna be panda eyes very soon .. yet, today we went to parade and i saw this oh-so-adoreable LAPTOP .. GAH ~~ it's like so cute, ppl !! it's all in pink .. mind you, i've been hating pink since i was 8 .. LOL .. i can't believe i've fallen for this cute pink laptop .. it's a sony laptop .. SONY VAIO wei, ppl !! i wanna get my hands on that laptop .. still, the price is a 'lil expenxive .. it's RM3999, PPL !! i guess i'll have to wait for it then .. I WANT SONY VAIO LAPTOP !!

-aly loh-

KIMCHI day

19th September 2009 woot ~~ i had dinner not long ago .. we were all having fried rice, but i eventually turned that fried rice into fried KIMCHI rice .. my sis brought back a so-called bottle of kimchi and i went crazy when i saw it .. today, i couldn't stand it anymore .. off to the refridgerator and took out the kimchi .. i ate like a piggy .. now my stomach is full of kimchi .. ah ~~ I LOVE KIMCHI ~ !! lol .. newayz, today was another so-called shopping day .. i went to parade with mum and sis .. as i went to the popular bookstore, met jascinta there .. fuiyoh .. wearing mini-skirt .. lol .. it's normal-lahh ~~ haha .. my sis and i were browsing for new novels and books to indulge with .. sad to say that i can only buy the books in Singapore .. not many books in Malaysia .. GAH ~~ have to wait 'till DECEMBER !! ... ... ... it might be ok, i guess .. i still have PMR to handle .. i'll indulge myself later on, maybe .. who knows ?? i haven't finish reading eclipse and breaking down and yet, i'm planning to re-read twilight and new moon .. this is so dumb of me .. LOL .. oh yeah, my sis bought me 3 stuff i just seriously,UBBERLY LOVE.. 2 necklacesof death note and also the 2nd part of the death note series .. YAY !! I LOVE YOU SIS !! lol .. then today in ILTI, zheng liang was absent .. -no sweet of the day- .. so sad .. at least i still have richard today .. i chat with him the whole day .. lol .. i have been ignoring MR.PHANG too much .. i barely listen to what he says today .. it's a good thing that i still study today .. learned alot of things, though .. of all people in the class today, richard, hong kit, leong, jeu, lai and i are the most quite one .. I'M SO PROUD ~~ !!

-happy aly loh-

*^.^*smiles

another holiday "season"

17th September 2009 i feel like killing someone now .. seriously .. i'm like - damn angry NOW .. what the hell does that fella thinks 'it' is .. GOSH ~ this is just stupid and yet, another new season of holidays AGAIN .. ok, this is dumb .. september is full of holidays and yet, PMR is just SOOO near !! GAH !! screw the holidays !! screw the teachers !! screw eveyone !! GAH !! i'm like - so FRUSTRATED !! ... no comments for that now ... neways, my sister came back yesterday .. mum and i fetched her at the airport .. ... ... ... i must say .. konnonya that fireflyz plane is just so small .. LOL .. i like it's colours though .. it's bright orange and white .. well, got some new stuff, i guess .. i just don't know !! GAH !! somehow i don't feel like me and i just simply don't know why !! i'm too frustrated now and it's all thanks to that IDIOTIC fella .. ... ... ... i just so wanna grab that fella's neck and stranggle 'it' to death .. i'm trying to refer that fella as an 'it' 'cause i don't wanna reveal the person here .. still, holidays are starting tomorrow .. and i swear i'll be D-E-A-D, ppl .. going to jusco tomorrow and i don't like it !! i'm praying hard that tomorrow i will meet someone there and then just RUN OFF with that fella or who-so-ever i'll be meeting .. ZHENG LIANG !! somehow i'm missing you already, though .. i'm gonna pray hard that i can see you tomorow in jusco .. you'd better get me some sweets this saturday's class .. LOL .. RICHARD!! my mood is a 'lil better for this week .. i swear i'll talk to you this week .. and yet, somehow i'm missing my grandfather of the day, MING HAN and his brother, MING SUEN .. it's been a while since i've last seen them .. did they stop classes or what ?? ...maybe, i don't know .. I MISS MY GANG OF BOYS IN ILTI !!

-aly loh-

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12th September 2009 today, i was the only form 3 member to show up .. swt, right ?? i swear i'll kill andrea on monday .. LOL .. so, i went to schhol for practises and i must say that i can play 'time to say goodbye', but there's something i wanna know though .. do i really play that smooth and so natural and and so ..... what do you call that ?? EASY .. especially when i play high notes with my eupho.. i seem to be receiving such comments from the juniors .. do i really look very calm when i play the eupho ?? i've no ideas at all .. whenever i lay the eupho, i feel like i'm in my fantasy world of music .. i get rid of my sorrows easily when i play my dear baby .. I LOVE MY EUPHO .. then in ILTI today, i was rather quiet today .. SO SORRY RICHARD !! i didn't seem to have talked to him today .. at recess, i went over to zheng liang's place .. he brought his guitar today to teach my friend to play 'when you're gone' .. we chat for a while and i gave him something to pass to SOMEONE .. so, nothing much happened today in ILTI, but something eventually happened in the morning before doing to school .. i was supposingly to have breakfast with my parents .. so, we went to a restaurant quite nearby to my school .. and what happened was that i saw HIM .. ... ... .. coincedence-ly .. ... ... ... he just sat infront of me, but his back was facing me.. he came with his parents, his grandfather and also Ryan .. i was trembling when i saw him getting out of his car .. i pretended that i didn't see him .. I HAD TO .. then when i reached school , my hands were cold and was still trembling .. when i got home after practise, tears started to show up .. while bathing, i broke down .. i cried out and alot of tears dropped .. i seriously don't know why .. LIFE IS ALWAYS COMPLICATED

-aly loh-

life's full of surprises

6th September 2009 today's nothing special, i guess .. well, i went to jusco and i eventually bumped into someone who thought i was supposingly to be at home, studying, of course .. i, on the other hand, thought the same thing when i saw him .. i was like - what am i doing here again ?? LOL .. well, i went there is because of my mum .. she was getting some veges while i bought some revision books for the coming exams .. when we finished vege time, dad went upstairs with the veges to put them in the car .. so, mum and i went window shopping then .. i was then seperated with mum for a while and i walked alone .. while walking to check out some stuff, there was he, xiao di di .. i was surprised when our eyes met .. as for him, he came is because of his dear phone .. speaker got spoiled .. i never thought that i'll meet anyone today, though .. such a coincedence .. i thought that it'll be another boring day in a boring shopping centre with another boring routine .. what happened next was that ... ... ... THIS WORLD IS JUST TOO SMALL !! while sms-ing with him, i was suddenly being told very directly that he was one of my former teacher's son !! i got a very big shock .. now feeling so 'segan' ady .. he's my former english teacher's son !! WHAT A SMALL WORLD !! furthermore, i've regretted wearing high-heeled shoes and skirt .. i'm not used to wearing skirts anymore .. even if i were to wear my pinafore school uniform, you can see very clearly that i'll be wearing shorts inside .. the shoes nearly killed me today .. both of my small toes are still in pain up until now .. at least that my heels are protected by a plaster , but i've gotta day that high-heeled shoes KILLS !! my toes hurts .. awwwww ~~~

-aly loh-

.:: satuday bluezz ::.

5th September 2009 this saturday is just getting from worse to worst .. for the first time in my life, i've never felt to disappointed before AND IT'S ALL "THANKS" TO MRS LEE !! GAAAHHHHHH ~~ i'll start my story when i reached school today .. we all went to kenyon together to get our practice started .. as we settled down, pui yee told us that there is a bad news .. my heart beated very fast when she said so .. andrea and i shared the same feeling when we heard the news .. BREAKING NEWS : the band has no more instructuor .. reason ?? it's simple .. the school doesn't wanna approve sir's proporsal for payment rise .. and why again ?? this sounds extremely stupid, but the school has no money .. why can't the members pay by themselves ?? another simple answer .. the mushroom head doesn't allow .. and you wanna know why ?? because the answer from her mouth is a NO .. then why can't we have a concert ?? the mushroom doesn't approve due to the pesta ria next year and it's also due to the payment rise thingy or what-so-ever you call it .. after hearing this, my mood flew away .. most of us spent 4 lousy hours doing nothing, but chatting .. we took our intruments at first to warm up and all the suff .. after 1 hour or more, we left our intruments and started discussing nonsense and nuinscince stuff .. our mood was all taken away due to the terrible news.. most of us were complaining and what is left in our hearts is only a piece of a blank paper just like back in the old days how we used to be .. VISSION 66 JUST VANISHED LIKE THAT !! this is just simply STUPID .. after the so-called practice, i went home and bathe and did everything i must .. soon, i left for ILTI classes .. i must say that on this term, i'll be stuck with richard .. zheng liang doesn't seem to be communicating with me anymore .. ming han and ming syuen doesn't seem to have appeared for 2 lesseons .. now, i'm left with richard ho .. the only guy i can stick with now .. he's a friendly fellow .. he can be a 'lil show off, but he's friendly though .. i guess i'm counting on you now, RICHARD .. i need at least 1 friend to talk to in class .. i don't mix with the girls well .. among 10 girls in my class, the only poor fella who doesn't know and doesn't speak in mandarin is me .. sad, eh ?? nevermind .. i still have you, richard .. p/s :without realising, i can play the eupho solo of 'by loch and mountain' at the first attempt .. i blew everything without thinking what's the next note .. i played it so naturally !! the notes were very flexible and i'm so happy about it !!

-aly loh-

friday night

4th September 2009 well, it's a friday night and i just simply don't know what to do .. i find myself very lonely now .. no one called me nor sms-ed me .. this is stupid .. GGGAAAAAHHHHHHHH !! in addition, nowadays, i don't know why i scold almost anyone, anything or what-so-ever - STUPID .. okay, i'm being ridiculous here, but what the hell is up with me, though ?? something's definately wrong with me this month .. i guess this is what you call stress, i think .. fine, i don't know, but i'm worried about my PMR examination .. 3 more weeks to go .. how i just siimply wish that PMR is tomorrow !! i'm like - stressing almost everything .. i still find myself very moody nowadays and i must admit that i'm obviously CRAPPING now .. i bet some of you guys out there don't get what i'm saying .. i'll forgive you for that .. LOL .. still, there's gonna be a practice tomorrow at 8 .. well, another busy saturday is gonna be held soon AGAIN, i guess .. who cares .. i used to have a busy schedule .. anyway, it's almost my bed time now .. gotta sleep, ppl !!

-aly loh-

september is here

1st September 2009 school's finally open .. i'm very sorry to tell this, but i'm just simply still moody and i don't know why .. *sigh* i've been moody for quite a while .. WHAT IS IT THAT I WANT ?!! i'm not wishing for anything at all, though .. this is so sad .. i didn't crave for anything .. i didn't wish for anything and i just simply DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING !! WHAT IS IT THAT I'M LACK OF ?!! uurrrrggggghhhhh .. this is just simply frustrating me .. what the hell is wrong with me for the whole week or 2, maybe ?? OK, this shucks ... ... ... ALOT .. guess i'll be moody for the whole month .. well, i'm not exactly sure about this, though .. ... ... .. nevermind =) .. i'll listen to 'by loch and mountain' .. that'll cheer me up at least for a while .. you guys should really hear this song, though .. i'm in love with this song, literally and thanks to YOU, i can't live without this song .. not just because that the beginning is the eupho solo, but the song really rulez to the max .. literally, i just LOVE the eupho solo at the begginning .. how i wish i can play that part !!

-aly loh-