31st December 2010
i felt so sorry to my bloggie.. i couldn't believe that it's already the last day of 2010.. my form 4 year just ended like so and i'm now waiting to get a year older in another few more hours, which means i'm dying to get my ass OFF of my freaking 5th-form class and get the hell out of HERE..
oh well, guess i have to patient and go through it as well.. anyhow, it'll be a new year tomorrow.. i've got a few wishes to be fulfilled and one of them is the most important one =] YOU are one of them, my dear <3 ahaha.. whatever my wish is, i only have 1 important one although i'm supposed to put the other one as the priority.. nevermind, forget all the craps.. i'm done blogging for now.. i'll update more when anything comes up..

SAYONARA~

lotsa love,

-alyloh-

aka y

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it's so freaking boring~!! whether the exams are still on or not, there're no differences at all.. wait.. actually, there IS .. before exam, we only tension and keep digging ourselves into the books while after exams, WE TENSION ABOUT OUR STUPID, FREAKING MARKS ... ish .. i tak suka langsung .. you know what?? i've just failed at around 6-7 freaking subjects.. i've totally failed all my science subjects and even is my mod. maths and add maths.. i've failed history and i've failed P.E .. at least i didn't fail moral this time .. for the first time in my form 4 life, i've passed moral.. i did well on the structural questions and for the first time, i managed my essay questions.. embarrasing, but i'm still happy about it .. the other subjets are good.. english is the only subject that i WILL NEVER FAIL.. i'm quite satisfied with my bahasa this time.. oh well, nothing is perfect.. nevermind, forget it.. i still have SPM next year.. after SPM, i have college .. and after college, i'm going to work and then my life is DONE.. ahaha.. stupid, i know .. i do wish to be free now, but i couldn't due to the LAST YEAR of school .. GAH.. this sucks .. ISH ..

shake me and wake me up cause it's already OCTOBER O.o ??

alright, it's already October and time passed so fast.. haizz.. penghargaan is coming very near and examz are coming right after penghargaan .. this function is worst than sports day.. of all beautiful days, WHY THE DAY BEFORE EXAMS ARE ON ??? could someone just simply SUE THE FREAKING SCHOOL ?? people want to study properly here and i'm not even paying attention this few days in most of the classes .. i can swear my chemistry paper is gonna flunk down to hell.. honestly, i'm lack of confidence and trust on myself, i assume.. what am i to do when i'm both a leader and a very unorganised student ?? i feel responsible and irresponsible at the same time.. THIS SUCKS.. how i wish i'm currently doing my last year in a college and before i know, i'm done with my studies and off to my career as a musician or an orchestra player or maybe working under the tourism section.. and after a few years, just simply get married and have babies and my life is SIMPLY DONE .. idiotic, i know.. but still, what am i to do ?? even if i'm not in college now, how i would wish i'm currently doing my SPM exam this year and off to Ngee Aun Polytechcnic School in Singapore next year.. AIKZZ .. so many things to do before i get my ass off of Malaysia and before i even graduate from high school .. *sigh* i guess i'm done with all of my confessions.. i'm stressing myself too much and have been thinking too much .. alright then, i'm done for today.. gotta focus on what i gotta do .. ciaos ~~

OHMYFREAKING GOD =.=

hey there, people.. guess i couldn't update my blog at the time that i wanted to.. kinda busy these days.. can't hepl it, though.. i didn't wish for such complicating things to happen on me.. being a leader is a hectic =.= GAH~~ i really feel like strangling myself already.. oh well, i can't do anything else.. hmmm... there're not much updates from me for now.. my last update was a few days from 17th August XD .. i cronically LOVE that particular day and i love YOU =) .. heehee .. i guess that's the only special thing for this moment.. i'll update more when there's anything special .. ciaos ~~~ p/s : i've removed it and it was hard, but still, i know i had to move on PROPERLY.. i love you < 3

life still goes on when you are dying to know something

hello, hello, people !! i'm back ~ alright, then.. today's the 15th of August 2010.. well, it's quite early in the morning ( or i supposed, not cause it's already 10.48am now ).. nothing special happened.. i'm still waiting for the 17th to come.. GAH ~~!!! it's so hard surviving in curiousity.. WHY ?? it's because i wanna know what the freaking heck is the THE BOX =.=ll lame, i know.. i'm still waiting for tuesday and today is ONLY SUNDAY =.= how many more freaking hours do i have to wait, man .. couldn't imagine, anyway.. haizz .. guess that's all i can say, people.. sunday is not and NOT my favourite day.. i was supposed to go out today to have some fun, but since so many humans couldn't free themselves for me, i guess i'm A-L-O-N-E ALONE ~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nevermind, forget it.. who cares XD i've got house chores, instead .. anyway, ciaos ~!!

oh-my-FREAKING-God =.=

it's already the 6th of august, humans and i didn't realise how fast time passes.. i know, i know.. i haven't been updating my updates as often as before.. the last update was on 25th of April... ............WOAH~ it's more than 3 months, humans.. guess it's a new record to break.. so, since i'm now revived from being "gone" from my blog for so long, i'll might just drop a few events here c: FIRSTLY, the most important thing of my life after so long.. i love him to the max < 3 ~!! i guess we were meant to be known as one.. you guys can blame me.. he's my DRUG and i mean it.. my oh-so-sweet MAN.. critise me if you want, i don't mind because I LOVE HIM XD SECOND on the list is that i'm getting very used to being an upper FORM 4 student science student.. i can get the concept and stuff.. it's all on self-diciplining and responsibilities and i know i'm talking like an adult HERE.. NEXT, the most shocking news of all, people and i mean it very seriously.. it seems that i'll be leading the band from 2010 till 2011.. yup, you've guessed it, folks .. the BAND LEADER of the 2010/2011 board.. shocking, right ?? sigh .. what to do ?? kind of a hectic post to hold.. still, what has to be done, has to be done.. NEWAYZ, i've been given some new names lately by ...... hmmm .. i haven't think of a name for this guy yet.. ah~ nevermind .. i'll remain the name 'cute hamster' for him =p LOL~ so, the 'cute hamster' is naming me ...... let me see ... specky, auntie nasi lemak and last in the list is MOSQUITO =.=lll GAWD~~ i'd prefer him calling me ALY THE SPECKY =.=ll it's ridiculous, i know.. still, who cares ?? i still prefer to be known as a guinea pig XD well, i guess this is all for now.. from now onwards, i'm gonna revive back my bloggie =p T-T-F-N, tata for now, humans ~

love, love, love ~ i want your love

when a girl feels loved < 3

when pesta ria came

11th April 2010 yesterday, 10th of April was MGS's fun fair day .. also known as the day i GOT SO DAMN, FREAKING SICK .. woke up early in the morning at around 5.30 and reached school at 6.30 .. i got very busy with the uniform stuff and instrument stuff AND a quest to FIND THE TEACHER IN CHARGE .. it took me almost 1 or 2 hours to finally find the teacher .. in the end, i ended up OT-ed my job for a while .. while i was on my duty, i LELONG-ED like a MAK CIK .. however, 4sc4 had a good business .. at first we had difficulties to socialize with the uncles and aunties ; outsiders, i would say .. slowly, we got used to it except for the fact that I WAS NOT SATISFY WITH THAT GROUP OF PATHETIC BOYS .. they made fun of ME =.= sshhheeesssshhhh .. some guys really don't know how to treat a lady .. at least that mood only lasted for a moment .. after that, melz came and hung out .. fun part was when i get to force some humans to come to my stall and buy the stuff XD .. after all the blablabla stuff, i left at 1 and went for class .. being a CPE student has never been my cup of tea .. i regret entering CPE this .. i should have entered H.CAE this year as i still can get the chance to enter CPE next year .. what i really regret on the 10th of April is that i went to class with a high temperature .. yes, i had fever .. the worst fever ever .. i was stubborn 'cause i refused to call my mum to fetch me home .. i didn't want to miss any lessons, but in the end, i ended up sleeping in the class soundly .. at least throwing up some stuff cooled me down(??) i had the pressure at my throat .. i just rushed to the ladies XD .. after all the stuff, i was damn weak, damn dizzy and DAMN NON-SPIRITED.. reached home after class and took my temperature .. i was shocked as the temperature was 39.1 degrees .. i straight away sleep and sleep AND SLEEP .. ... ... ... ... ... then, today, 11th April, came .. i was somwhow awoken at 7.30 .. after that, i couldn't sleep .. i rolled all over my bed XD .. pathetic, i know .. LOL .. so, i went out today as my parents wanted to do shopping .. hung out with a friend and got teased by some humans .. i'm now known as an AUNTY =.= so sad, man ..

thank you

Cheok Huei Chun March 19 at 12:56pm : there is the million of reasons why you smile, but there is no solid reason why you can't smile ...i'm telling you this, even life is horrible, hard or watever....be strong...face it ...once again LIFE IS NOT MEANINGFUL WITHOUT CHALLENGE ..WE LIVE IN THIS WORLD IS FOR HAPPINESS, NOT SADNESS ...i know is hard for you..but try it .....i know you can do it ....i can count on you .....YOU CAN DO IT .....and i'll be here for you no matter wat thing happens ...and i'll try my best to cheer you up ....CHEER UP, MY DEAR...i want to see the ALY in hyperactive mode who always laugh by my funny stuffs ...who always have a sweet smile ....and ur innocent face ...you have become one of my important person in my life .. BE BACK IN ACTION SOON =) ...................... [i have a hundread and one reasons why i wanna post this up .. yes, i copied and pasted this.. one of the reasons is that i wanna make myself realise this, although i'm seriously hurt by THAT SOMEONE .. i'd like to say THANK YOU .. i'm sorry for not smiling when you requsted me to .. i'm sorry that i didn't laugh when you put on that show for me .. however, i want you to know that i really apprieciate this .. no one has ever tried cheering me up and supporting me like this before .. no one has ever been there for me whenever i needed someone .. i'm truly grateful .. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING]

=.=

alright, it seems that my blog is 'corrupted' ... guess i have to change a 'lil of my style to blog now .. i've to write everything in a paragraph .. ish .. BENCI BETUL .. still, nevermind .. i still get to blog, though .. HAHA .. newayz, finally i get to be in contact with MR LAM MING HAN .. missed him alot .. it seems that he's just came back from NS .. it's been almost a year since i've last met him .. LOL .. we chat alot last night and i eventually saved that conversation XD .. it's eventually my first time talking to him like a friend .. after chatting with him last night, i've never realised that i would ended up being a friend of his .. cause all the while, i thought i was his enemy XD .. i mean this seriously .. last year on every saturday, never a day we would keep our mouth shut, teasing each other like kindergaten kids .. yesterday, 14th of march, i shall mark down this date as a day i really socialise with him XD .. i know this sounds extremely stupid, but who cares ?? LOL ..

survivor's day

5th March 2010 woot~~ for the first time in my whole 16 years .. i went out from school right after dismissal .. it was just yesterday, though .. hey, i HAVE a reasonable reason for going out of school .. some juniors and i went over to econsave to buy black shoes for the f1's .. most of us thought it would be a short way, but i turned out to be that we've been complaining like aunties .. we've been marching under the hot sun for i don't know how many hours and we're doing this for them .. ish .. it seems that they're geting spoilt already .. back when i was a f1 member, we weren't that spoilt .. in fact, we would just simply get screwings and alot of noises from the seniors .. as i've said, nowadays, the juniors are getting more spoilt .. interesting about yesterday was that we were on a so-called survivors' task ; CROSSING THE ROAD =.= i know this is lame, but it's seriously a BIG TASK .. LOL .. at least we reached back school at one piece .. HAHA .. ..and of all days, why did that physics teacher screw me today ?? this is seriously not my day at all .. she purposely sent the monitor to call my friend and i back to the lab to do the PEKA .. at first i thought of giving excuses and i tried .. in the end, we ended up being screwed .. we decided to do the report and skip practices for a while .. in the end, we got shoo-ed out from her DAMN class due to reason she complained that we didn't prepare anything .. i was like - excuse me ?? we have NOT been in class since monday due to the reason we have band practices .. SPORTS DAY IS TOMMORROW, PEOPLE !! she's worst than any grandmothers and aunties that i know .. why ?? her nagging is the worst of the worst .. what's worst is that tommorrow's already sports day .. GAH .. FORMATION ARR, PEOPLE !! CAN DIE LAHH !! ish .. get ready to be super tanned, aly loh .. there's goona be a very long speech and there's formation .. chill, aly .. you'll get fairer after JPN ....... maybe .. I'M GONNA PRAY HARD CAUSE I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT JPN THIS YEAR .. GAHHHHHHH ~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!! -aly loh-

it's never easy

you would always tell me this ; don't stress yourself! relax and refresh your mind! most importantly, you have never failed to tell me this ; YOU CAN DO IT~!! my purpose of blogging this is because i want you to know that even if you're stressed up even if you're confused even if you're down even if you're in the need of someone i'll be there for you just like how you've been there for me you've made me laughed you've made me SMILED i know i'm a bad joker and counsellar, but i'm a good listener i want you to know that life has it's ups and downs nothing in this world is ever perfect life is always full of challenges thats when we learn to face problems and learn to solve them as what you've told me ; 'life is not meaningful if no challenge' i would like you to know that it'll be a crooked and adventurous path .DON'T GIVE UP. .BE STRONG. I'LL BE HERE WITH YOU ... ... NO MATTER WHATEVER HAPPENS please maintain whoever you are i miss you -aly loh-

when i'm hyperactive

9th February 2010 after these few weeks, i can jump to one conclusion .. being a form 4 student isn't really that bad after all .. i can get used to the surroundings and other stuff and because of this, i'm now currently hyperactive.. well, i'm already hyperactive since sunday.. i've been laughing too much lately .. many people think i'm worse than having overdosed medicine XD .. who cares ?? i can finally balance up my time ~~!! just yesterday, someone purposely made me burst out laughing in tuition .. since sunday up till today, i've never stopped smiling and bursting out laughing for no reasons .. ...and up till today, there's this mini dialogue stuck in my head hi, specky HAHAHA.LOL.HAHAHA i love this dialogue, seriously

-aly loh-

random post

2nd February 2010 woot~~ can't believe i've left my blog dead for a while .. lol .. i've finally found proper time to update my bloggie .. alright, here are the updates for these few days 1 i've finally found a proper junior 2 i've understood chemistry and it's now my favourite my subject 3 i'm halfly in love with add maths 4 finally there's a way for me to understand physics 5 THERE'S PESTA RIA ~~!! LOL .. how lucky that there's pesta ria .. i get to experience it one more time before i leave school .. HAHA .. how lucky !! however, i've an unlucky fortune for this year and i hope this will be the last time i'm experiencing this .. i'm spending my valentine's day ALONE =.=ll *sob sob* coincidencely, chinese new year is also on valentine's day too .. I'M GOING TO JOHORE, PEOPLE ~~!! haha ..however, still .. i'm lonely this year .. i guess i have to get used to it ..

-aly loh-

currently

22nd January 2010 being a form 4 student is harder than i'd thought .. i've made alot of resolutions and i've managed most of them or i should say ALL of them .. however, it's UP TO MY NECK =.= my first and most prior promise is to FINISH UP ALL OF MY HOMEWORK .. good news is that i've really did it .. i've done all of my homework without fail .. however, there are still some draw backs .. 1 i'm stressing up 2 i must work hard 3 I CAN'T BALANCE MY ACTIVITIES PROPERLY being a senior now with a post is seriously a HECTIC .. i can't find a proper junior this year .. majority of them are just S-H-O-R-T.. the one that i've got doesn't even know how to buzz properly .. well, not really mine, actually .. i'm considering the one who was the tallest among them although her height was up until somewhere at my ear lobe or taller, i guess .. my main problem for now is that ; 1 i don't have a proper junior 2 i have to get a euphist for sports day who's able to play THAT SONG strongly for bass as expected .. 2010 is really not my year at all .. i'm gonna suffer alot throughout this year .. it's the 3rd week in school and the sad thing to tell is that ... I'VE FINALLY UNDERSTAND CHEMISTRY AFTER 2 WEEKS OF STUDYING =.= ll same goes to add. maths .. now i'm left with physics and biology to UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPTS .. GAH ~~ S.O.S, PEOPLE ~~!!

-aly loh-

it's a busy saturday

16th January 2010 it's another busy day although it's a weekend's day .. i'm totally EXHAUSTED for the week .. form 4 is seriously not a good year to go through .. i really MUST cope up with my studies this year and yet i've to balance up my practices .. just today, there's practice for today .. it's been a while since i've really practiced properly with my eupho .. that's because i've not been staying back long hours like last year .. lol .. neways, today's the day when the fresh, new juniors were supposed to join us .. it seems that i can't find a proper junior this year .. sad to say that this year's form 1 girl's are ... ... ... ... i know i'm criticizing them, but they're just SO SHORT =p so ... ... ... no proper junior this year .. LOL .. ...another day in ILTI .. the only thing that's interesting is during recess .. i got PUNCHED BY A GUY =.=ll for the first time in my 16 years of life, i got punched on the knuckles AND IT SERIOUSLY HURTS LIKE HELL .. in conclusion, i'll never again get near to NG ZHENG LIANG ..

-aly loh-

phheewww ~~

9th January 2010 finally i'm able to BREATHE, people !! my schedule is really tight .. VERY tight indeed .. i've finally gotten my class .. just on thursday, man .. imagine yourself sitting in the hall for almost 4 days in the hall for HOURS with no space and cramped legs with some nagging from the teachers and not to forget about breathing in CARBON DIOXIDE .. however, until today, i still cannot believe that i'm in 4S4 .. i'm in a pure science class, wei ~~ i still can't believe that they've approved what i've chosen .. i've chosen pure science as my first decision and the other 2 has accountings .. i thought that the school would have disapproved me and just hand me over to the vocational classes .. i was totally surprised when pn. norhanim called my name LOUD and CLEAR from the 4S4 list .. i was like - what ?? science 4 ?? are you serious ?? is this some kind of joke ?? neither one of us in my gang believed it .. 4 of us were hoping to be together .. however, 1 of us have been seperated .. ever since then, i realised the friendship between 8 people will be corrupted .. i wanna cry, seriously .. we're all now in different classes, different time to have recess and different time for dismissal .. besides this fact, i've also realised that this is the beginning of being seperated from each other .. somehow, i really wanna go back to last year .. 2009 was seriously the BEST OF BEST year ever .. all of us were just so close and now we're being seperated like that .. aikss .. such a sad news .. ..enough of that for now .. today's the first day in ILTI, babe ~~!! it's good to be back there again .. however, i got seperated AGAIN from my gang .. half of the gang went to H.CAE and another half went to L.CPE .. i was supposed to do my H.CAE this year, but mum asked me to skip that class and go HIGHER .. =.=ll swt .. i'm no longer in the same class with Zheng Liang ~~!! GAH ~~!! i want my sweet provider ~~!! no more sweets .. =.=ll .. and it seems that i'm stuck with richard after all .. my only close friend since last year .. this is seriously LAME lahh .. i'm complaining like an old women here .. ... ... ... ... ... and yet, i got mr. gill as my teacher .. i can't read whatever he wrote on the board .. sometimes i can't even hear whatever he spoke altough i'm sitting RIGHT INFRONT of him .. after such a long complain, i can only jump to ONE conclusion .. i have to bear with whatever i'm handling now .. LOL ..

-aly loh-

undecided

6th January 2010 being a higher secondary student is seriously NOT MY CUP OF TEA .. i mean this and i'm already too tired of all of these games, really .. although we're not given our classes yet, my schedule is PACKED .. so much for being excited about going back to school .. suddenly i feel like i'm already so O-L-D.. more like an adult, i should say .. my life's gonna change within 2 weeks .. i can comfirm that .. being a form 4 student is NEVER as easy as you people think .. we're gonna be dismissing later than usual, i've gotta stay back for practices and yet i absolutely HAVE NO TIME to even think about tuition classes !! i have abolute 0% to stay back for anything .. just simply NO MOOD .. i just wanna sit back, relax and DIG MY HEAD under the books .. SPM life will be next year and another 'war' will be on .. i need to be prepeared for the exams !! I HAVE A FUTURE TO THINK OF, PEOPLE !!

too stressed up

-aly loh-

a new year, a new hope, a new dream and a new challenge

3rd January 2010 alright, people .. it's time to get back to work .. tomorrow's the first day of school, babe .. i can't wait ~~!! LOL .. in less than 24 hours, i'm a higher secondary student .. new challenges coming ahead .. not to forget EXTREME TIGHT schedules .. i'll be SUPREME BUSY on the first day of school .. planned to stay back for a little while .. then i'll be having tuition classes already .. and i'll only be free after 7.30 .. oh wells, that's all for today .. i've NOT PACKED anything yet .. it's gonna be a big day tomorrow, babe .. adious ~~

lotsa love,

-aly loh-