the moment

24th December 2009 waking up at 9am wasn't a good time .. i realised that i might be late to school .. i reached for my phone and there was an sms : still got 1 hour left..i wish you good luck!! Dun be nervous!! it eventually set goose bumps onto my spine .. without wasting much time, i straight went to the bathroom and got myself ready .. i got down 20 minutes later .. i was already feeling unwell .. there were butterflies in my stomach .. i couldn't breathe properly .. i only had a piece of biscuit for breakfast .. while eating, i felt myself shaking .. i couldn't get myself to swallow what i bit .. i felt like throwing up .. after eating, i straight went for the car .. i didn't talk to my mum as her words were still spinning in my head : not matter if you fail or pass, i don't want to know .. every year's the same .. when it come to result's day, i've never been in a good mood .. this time i mean it .. don't let me know whatever you got .. the butterflies in my stomach were stronger .. i can seriously throw up at any time .. at the same time, i got another text message : 36 mins left .. Good luck !! after a while, i realised i was really shaking .. my breathing was unstable .. soon, i arrived school .. i went to the library to meet up with melz and chitchat for cool down ( well, sorta ) .. i was there for 15 - 20 minutes, i supposed (??) not sure .. did alot of crapping there .. after that, i went down to meet my gang .. we all stood at the main gate .. all of us were seriously nervous .. however, we heard some people screaming in the upper hall .. suet kuan and i were just too anxious .. just too EAGER, i'll say .. we ran as fast as we could, leaving the others behind .. this time i really didn't breathe .. no air going in or out .. i seriously wasn't breathing .. my stomach was trembling HARD .. VERY HARD .. i nearly fainted as in like - seriously .. i couldn't stand .. after the speech given by mrs. lee, we all searched for our respective classes .. i searched for 3 pitta clumsily .. i found cheah in the middle of the hall and headed straight towards her .. i signed and got my slip .. i folded that paper .. i was about to cry .. i nearly blacked out .. i wasn't standing still as i was dizzy .. again my tummy wasn't well .. it was trembling HARD .. extremely hard .. and again i really wasn't breathing any air .. i stayed frozen at one section .. soon, suet kuan's mum approached me .. i still didn't dare to unfold that piece of paper .. auntie asked me how were my results .. i replied with a crooked smile and said " i don't dare to even peep on my paper" .. auntie snatched my paper and carefully studied my results .. before even 1 minute passed, she announced loudly to me .. 3A's .. ... ... ... ... .. did i hear wrong ?? 3A's ?? are you serious ?? without thinking much, i snatched back my slip .. i studied carefully .. english + maths + science = A .. what the heck ?? i got A ???!!! i got A's for english, MATHS & SCIENCE ???!!! YOU'VE GOT TO BE JOKING ME !! i screamed out of joy !! tears of joy came too .. i hugged eveyone i met .. it was too good to be true !! my worries are finally OVER !!!!!!!

before i end, i would like to thank someone who has tought me for all this while .. you know who you are .. thank you for teaching whatever i don't und, though i have been blur .. again, thank you for everthing .. you're the best =p

lots of love,

-aly loh-

i'm back and i'm alive !!

14th December 2009 okay, people .. i know i've left my blog dead for MORE than a month .. i miss blogging too, though .. however, i just dunno what to blog .. after so long, here are my current updates for now .. just last monday, i went to singapore .. it was another disasterous holiday as i didn't get any good night sleep .. besides that, i've got a very, very upset flu .. that's one of the reason why i can't sleep .. MY MUCOUS WERE 'DROOLING' !! in the end, i only got 4 hours of sleep .. everyday's like that .. the worst part was that i've burnt my wrist while eating this korean dish called bibimbap .. i was thinking about something and then just like that .. a long and narrow black mark was there on the next day .. it's so hard to hide my hand .. mum and sis didn't know i burnt my wrist .. if i were to have told them, they might give a good GOOD nag about it .. i'd rather keep it away from them .. newayz, not only my wrist got hurt, though .. never again i'll EVER ride T-A-X-I-S !!!!!!! i hate them SO UBBERLY MUCH !! i mean this seriously .. on the day when mum and i took the cab from cck to beach road, golden mile .. i NEARLY B-A-R-F and not to forget that i almost RAN OUT OF OXYGEN !! I SERIOUSLY UBBERLY HATE CABS/TAXIS !! i don't care whether the cab is a mercedes or a hyundai .. they stink and they're lousy .. i'm not trying to ne offensive here, but i have had this phobia since i was 7 .. can't blame me .. *blerk* still .. going to singapore wasn't a good idea, though .. from jurong point, i took a bus back to cck .. i ended up standing in a crowded bus with seats fully taken including my mum and my sis .. i stood there with heavy goods at the corner of the standing corner .. i was like - i shouldn't have gone out .. i coulnd't stand it, really .. it was like hell .. i'm now glad that i'm back in malaysia although it's always boring and gloomy .. somehow i glad that i'm a malaysian, though .. oh well, life is fair ..lol

-aly-

crapping post

24th November 2009 woot~~ for so long in my entire life, i've never thought that i'd leave my blog D-E-A-D.. it's been a while since i've last blogged and updating all the stuff .. up till today, i seriously have NOTHING to blog !! ever since PMR ended, we did nothing in school (but of course the school had organized some ... pathetic programmes ??) i don't know .. they don't seem to be beneficial nor fun and exciting at all .. there were times when we watched movies in school, however, i ended up sleeping in the hall .. hey, i'm not the only one sleeping .. at least the way i slept was not obvious .. there were other humans who made themselves more comfortable on the floor .. i only did that once =p .. ...and i seriously have nothing, NOTHING to say .. i don't even know WHAT i should talk about .. school holidays had just begun .. today's the 2nd day of holz and i'm already BORED .. i got sooo fed up that i got myself an ASSPEEAM history refrence book and starting doing revision for next year's work .. can't believe that i'm so pathetic, myself .. from jan to oct, i refuse to study .. now from nov, i'm already studying .. how stupid=.=l'l .. *sigh* i feel so lonely now .. GAH ~~ i'm lonely, i'm bored and i just seriously don't know what to do !! sticking my ass in the house is absolutely NOT BENEFICIAL at all .. however, i'm never allowed to hang out that often .. i'm only allowed ... maybe once or twice a week ?? GAH .. I DON'T KNOW .. what i know now is that i'm crapping and facing the pc screen like a mad woman, all alone with nobody to talk to or to have fun with .. .......and i'm now wondering what will happen when i'm in singapore, which is coming soon, though .. i bet i'll be doing the same thing all over again .. anywhere i go is still the same .. i'm always the loner .. and seriously .. i feel like crying already .. GAH ~~!!! if only i can really have something better to do in this world ..

regards,

aly

#weekend updates of the week#

8th November 2009 yesterday was my last day in ILTI .. we all made alot of noise in the class .. i was making noise with richard and hong kit .. the ladies' club made 10 times more noise than us .. nothing much happened, though .. we ended our day with our REPORT CARDS .. for god's sake .. i really, REALLY in the NEED to polish up my comprehension .. *sigh* such a sad case .. the end about saturday.. ..and sunday (today) came .. the most swt-ing day of my life .. well, can consider as so .. wanna know why ?? BECAUSE .. Anderson's Interact Club had this installaton and farewell day .. basically, of course there will be Andersonians .. so, there was an ACS boy .. there were Main Convent girls and not to forget Tarcisian Convent girls .. lastly, this is the most sadistic case ever .. of all people in this world, only 1 MGS-ian .. yes, that's OBVIOUSLY me .. as the programme was starting, the MC eventually read out the other school's name .. when he called out my school's name, i didn't dare to put up my hand .. the FELLA beside me eventually pulled out my arm and then raised it high .. i felt my cheeks hot .. why ?? because i was the 1 and ONLY MGS-ian .. =.=zZZ .. so, the day actually started out fine .. i got a surprise when i saw Jason there .. i didn't know he is an Interactor .. LOL .. i took alot of pictures with my piggie's camcorder .. most of the pictures are mostly his picture .. HAHA .. how evil of me .. however, i let him snap back some pics of me .. after all the speechess, we got ourselves some FOOD .. after all the eating business, there were some so-called games .. the MC was being so cruel .. he requested for every school's representatives to go out there and perform whatever they request .. i thought he might have forgotten that no MGS-ians were there .. then this guy, kee shaun(if i've not mistaken his name) was shouting "MGS !! MGS!!" .. and i was like shhhhhh-ing him .. then there was a short silence .. i wasn't looking at the MC .. i was facing kee shaun and hiding myself behind my piggie .. finally the MC said something.. MC : ah, the girl sitting beside CHEOK .. *half of the crowd cheered* ... you're from MGS, right ?? ME : *nods my head helplessly and blur-ing myself and gave a slight smile* * and not to forget that my cheeks turned hot* MC : ah, wanna come out arr ?? c'mon-lahh .. *and i don't know what else he crapped* i had no choice but to go out .. nothing much to answer them nor perform .. i eventually stood there like a dunggu instead .. and the FELLA who sits beside me took photos of me (or could have been recording).. after all the gaming stuff, we were all entertained by the members again .. i was ended up feeling quite sleepy .. i was already sleepy when they were talking all the speechess and what-so-ever stuff .. then i listen to some songs from my piggie's phone .. good thing that he brought his ear phone .. and THIS kee shaun took pics of me with my piggie .. and there was another guy, who's called as boon to everyone(if not mistaken) and known as jas oh's friend to me, snapping our photos .. after all the crapping stuff, our day ended at around 5.30pm and sayonara and byebye .. LOL ..

-aly loh-

SOS

2nd November 2009 help me, ppl .. i seriously need an SOS like - NOW !! i got a bad sore throat this morning .. it must have been from the food i ate yesterday .. it's impossible if it was from breakfast .. it must have either came from lunch or dinner .. speaking of eating, someone still remembers what i ate yesterday just because of the reason he's still keeping the receipt ...=.= swt .. the second thing that i'd ask for an SOS is that i can't play my eupho that good anymore ~~ !! this is seriously so sad .. i can't feel THAT feeling anymore when i played it on saturday's meeting .. it's been 3 months, though .. *sigh* ...and now i've nothing to update .. hmmm .. more on yesterday's activities ?? alright .. so, where should i start ?? from morning again ?? GAH .. i was defeated by that CHESS MANIAC so many times .. barely won 1 round .. have been loitering around the whole complex with nothing to do .. somehow .. this makes me think of the VANILLA ICE-CREAM !! ... ... ... ... ... forget about it .. he eats faster than me and yet, we're gonna go out for another round just to find a GUINEA PIG .. i pity my piggie ~~ he can't find any guinea pigs (obviously, he can't find ME) .. LOL ..

-aly loh-

weekend days

1st November 2009 woot ~~ it has been quite a while i've updated my daily routines .. okay .. i'll start from yesterday .. so, the MGS MILITARY BAND got not just 1 sir .. it turned out to be 4, well, 3 men and 1 lady, actually .. they DO talk alot, i guess .. however, we were being taught from the basics AGAIN .. it was quite a boring morning .. we didn't play anything at all except learning how to breathe, learning how to buzz , etc etc .. it was eventually easy for me .. i have been applying all whatever they taught since the day i started playing the eupho .. that explains why i have been able to play high notes and long tunes on my eupho .. LOL .. so, in the end, i was eventually the one to teach the others to breathe the proper way and also buzzing and .... MORE ... i don't really remember, though .. i taught most of the juniors and ended up doing nothing else next .. that's all about the band for now .. so, after the practise, went back home to bathe and had lunch AND went to ILTI .. and i've totally forgotten that there was an exam .. =.=swt ~~ still, i did well on my essay .. i'm very scared about my comprehension and listening, though .. i've never score well for that AND MING SUEN WAS NOT THERE FOR ME !! this is so sad .. we usually 'berpakat' to exchange answer within ourselves .. I MISS HIM .. GAH ~~ yet, poor richard, though .. the gossip girls' gang were making so much noise that it disturbed him from trying to answer the questions ..

then today came .. SUNDAY, eh ?? went to jusco today .. sad to say that i'm really not a good chess player .. someone check-mated me in just 4 steps in less than 1 minute .. =.=l'l ... second thing, sad to say that someone eats faster than me and lastly, someone found out that i'm scared of getting poked at the side of my hips .. ... ... ...and yet i owe that someone 7 TIMES of being poked !! so sad-lahh.. I'M BEING SUFFOCATED AND TORTURED !! i wanna cry ~~ i want my mummie~~ !!

-aly loh-

untiled

28th October 2009 until when i can only hear from you? i always wanted to stay .. Dun make me leave you .. K? who the hell do you think you are?? what do you want to do with me ?? kill me ?? hit me ?? FINE .. i don't care whatever you're gonna do to me .. i don't feel like living anymore .. go ahead and gossip all you want to the others in your school .. i'm also giving you the permission to even gossip at any school you wish .. i don't care if you mention me as a f**king bitch to the whole world .. you may leave me if you wish .. i've told you so many uncountable times .. LEAVE ME IF YOU'RE FED UP.. However, you've never listened .. it's not my fault that this situaton became like this .. i've no more trust in you .. besides, your bloody mother HATES ME .. or more like UBBERLY HATING ME LIKE A USELESS DEVIL who thinks that THE GIRL seduces the SON .. i can't stand this anymore .. i'm too tired of all these RUBBISH ..

shut your ass up..

..and don't make me go EMO again..

my confession

love is a feeling that no one would avoid

it is a symbol of trust

it gives you warmth and comfort

it gives you protection

one protecting the other one from fear and danger

just one stare, you'll feel you're adored

just one touch, you'll feel safe

just one kiss, you'll feel you're in heaven

*****

HOWEVER

*****

not everyone can maintain this feeling

and it'll cause alot of consequences

it's known as the symbol of no more trust

they'll hurt you and care no more

you'll gain nothing from them

the only thing you'll gain is a broken, bleeding heart deep down inside you

even if you have forgotten them,

your heart still has it's trace of all the pain you've suffered

GHOST DAY

18th September 2009 i had a so-called mini rush hour .. i had no idea that my parents were taking me to make contact lenses .. because of that, i got myself 1 hour and 30 minutes LATE to jusco !! it was a good thing that when i reached there, i was 20 minutes early for the movie .. HAHA .. the movie-of-the-day for today is WHERE GOT GHOST .. heezz .. it's somehow a comedy ghost movie yet, i was still a 'lil frighthen, though .. the movie was eventually divided into 3 series .. the 2nd one really got me on my nerves .. there was like one part when i really got so scared that i sat so low and i ended up hugging my bag and covering it over my head .. the FELLA beside me was, yet, interested with that part and kept requesting me to finish up his popcorn .. and yet, he kept waving his hand infront of me so i wouldn't get scared (?) i don't know.. that part creeps me out .. i didn't even make a peep .. i waited till the horror part was over as i really nearly screamed my ass OUT .. i did scream at one part, slightly .. i forgot about the scene as most of the part is really scary, however, there're also moral values for us to learn .. the last series really thought people as lesson which is telling us that we must value our life, health and peace .. besides the scary part, i, too, laughed my ass OUT .. seriously HILARIOUS .. yet, the fella beside me laughed MORE crazy-ly than me .. HAHA ..

-aly loh-

DEATH NOTE

how to use the human whose name is written in this note shall die. the human whose name is written in this note will die in 40 seconds if the cause of death is not stated,with a heart attack however, if the cause of death - the action and the time is stated, they'll constantly die within 6 minutes and 40 seconds the human owner of the death note is able to make a deal with the shimigami (deah god) who used to own the note. The human owner is able to have the shimigami's eyes which enables them to see the names of other people and their lifespans above their heads. In order to have the shimigami's eyes, the owner, however, must trade half of their priceless remianing lifepans. the human whose name is mis-spelt or sharing the same name, the death note will NOT take any effect. mind me, but i just SERIOUSLY LOVE death note ..i eventually combined most of the rules of the note, though .. i can't remember much as there are quite many rules .. i've been acting like a freak lately .. i've been watching death note manga series for 2 days in a row with 37 episodes !! freaky, eh ?? LOL .. i just simply can't resist this .. it's full of mysteries .. however, i don't like the part when Near came into the picture .. well, at least Near resembles a 'lil of L, but why must Light die ??!! okay, we all know that Light is Kira and he did all the killing with the criminals and stuff ... ... ... ... i guess i've nothing to say, though .. in any situation, Light has to die for committing crimes like that, i guess .. BUT Light was just trying to make a better world .. .. and i don't get WHY must L die too .. i prefer L than Near .. L's cool, people .. best of the best detectives, although Near is somehow a better detective AND creppier .. 17th September 2009 i've been spending my so-called precious holidays at home, watching death note and practising my violin .. i'm somehow improving my violin skills nowadays like what my mum said this morning .. ever since i was 8, i barely keep my violin cleaned .. at the age of 15 now, i'm eventually polishing my violin like how i do to my baby eupho .. i wonder why, though .. have i grown the feeling of love towards the violin ?? if it is, i'm surprised .. i've never liked or loved string family instruments .. ever since i've joined the band, i was directly in love with brass instruments .. i take good care of my baby eupho every now and then .. now i ended up doing the same thing to my violin .. this is just great .. i'm in love with strings already - partly .. WHO KNOWS, THOUGH ..

-aly loh-

random post of the week

14th September 2009 okay, nothing much happened in school .. we were kinda forced to join the activities organised by the school and that reminds me of what song should i play ??!!! GAH ~~ so much for joining such activities, though .. it was an order from the teachers and i have been forced to join like - 3 events which partly needs my talent - playing the violin .. well, it's actually 2 events, though .. the other 1 is about the choral speaking .. as for the other 2, i don't wanna talk about it .. i feel extremely shy about this .. after school, mum and i went for SUSHI !! and guess what ? while i was on the queue with mum, there were eventually a bunch of sam tet guys over the left side .. i was looking at them as one of them really caught my attention - his height .. besides that, it's obvious that they were form 3 students as they dismisses earlier than the form 4's and form 5's .. then, one short and chubby guy caught my attention as he was walking towards that gang of boys .. somehow, i managed to recogize that chubby guy .. i was caught whispering the name of the guy to myself by mum .. then i told her that i know that chubby guy.. i kept starring at him until he noticed me .. i was a 'lil shy, somehow .. he held one of his hand up, giving a sign of hello like how most guys do and i did the same thing to him and gave a slight smiled .. IT'S BEEN A WHILE, MING SUEN .. yea, you guys guessed it .. it's ming suen whom i saw today .. after seeing him, somehow i felt like i've missed him .. ... ... ... alot .. really, i mean it .. i didn't get to talk to him as he was with his friends, but i know that i was the centre of the attention for a while when our eyes met .. wanna know why ?? all of his friends were looking at me .. i nearly blushed .. i wonder why ?? this is confusing me .. maybe it's because it's been a while since i've last met him .. it's been almost 2 months, people and for almost 2 months i've been sticking wih richard and zheng liang ever since he and his brother left .. still, i've gotta admit this, though .. he looks better with long fringe XD HAHA .. i can't help it, people !! he's just so cute as usual, it's still a bad thing that he hasn't grow any taller, but somehow it's a good thing .. if it wasn't because of his height, i wouldn't keep starring at him and let our eyes met like that .. XD LOL .. I MISS YOU, MING SUEN !! possible, please do come back to ILTI .. without you, there has been less C-R-A-P-S between richard and i .. when you were there, i had a friend to talk to .. now i'm stuck with a friendly nerd who cares alot for me ..

lotza love,

-aly loh-

my extreme L-O-N-G post

13th September 2009 ALRIGHT, PEOPLE !! IT'S TIME FOR BUSINESS, BABE !! GET ME SOME SNACKS, SOME NINTENDO DS's, SOME DVD's, SOME MANGA's, SOME TV's, SOME NOVELS and last but not least, MY FRIENDS !! PMR IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR,BABE !! WOOHOO ~~ *screams out for joy* omg, i'm like - so happy now .. FREEDOM, BABE, F-R-E-E-D-O-M !! you've heard me, people !! FREEDOM !! no more digging my head into so many books anymore !! no more naggings, no more frustration, NO MORE SCOLDINGS !! i'm so FREE !! i can feel it, babe !! alright, i'll update about what ever happened in school since last wednesday .. 7th Spetember woke up as usual at 6am in the morning and i arrived school at around 6.45 .. i was the earliest among my friends so i did my last minute studies for BAHASA .. as usual, when my friends arrived, we went to the canteen for breakfast .. after breakfast, we went back to the area nearby the examination hall and did our last minutes studies together .. on the first day or pmr, i was really, REALLY nervous .. somehow, one funny thing came into my mind .. we wore masks, took temperarure and used sanitizers !! it's like there's really a spread of H1N1, though .. haha .. so, after all these stuff, we went into the examination hall .. the pengawas checked everyting on us .. we're not even allowed to bring in our purses and wallets in .. so strict, man .. LOL .. soon, we started our 1st paper and then continued with the 2nd paper of BAHASA .. and the day ended like that .. 8th September woah ~ the day was really L-O-N-G, ppl !! 4 papers for this day and we stayed back till 4pm, babe !! i did my usual stuff in the morning with my friends .. again there were the masks, temperature and sanitizers .. in the hall again, they checked us thoroughly .. our day started with ENGLISH paper 1, then paper 2 and then continously flow with SCIENCE paper 1 .. we had our REAL recess around in the afternoon .. SCIENCE paper 2 was coming soon and again i did my last minute studies with my group .. soon, paper 2 was launched and went home at 4pm .. 9th September it was a day of so-called freedom, i guess .. only one paper which was GEOGRAPHY .. i nearly slept while doing that paper .. i eventually finished the paper within 45 minutes .. and the day ended at 9.30 .. -saturday& sunday came- 12th September another L-O-N-G day .. went back at aroung 3.30pm .. again with masks, temperature and SANITIZERS !! boring routine in the morning, though .. this day, the papers were quite ok .. we started our day with MATHS paper 1 and continuosly with paper 2 .. then we had 1 hour and 30 minutes of break .. spent the time in the canteen, toilet and group discussion .. after the long break, finally our last paper of the day was soon launched .. HISTORY !! and soon went back with a very tired expression of mentality and physicallity .. 13th September today was the BEST day of my life !! only 1 paper which is KEMAHIRAN HIDUP .. again i only used 30 minutes to finish 60 questions and i used the 1 hour to just seriously S-L-E-E-P !! i know that SOMEONE out there is seriously thinking in HIS mind, telling to HIMSELF .. "ai hoy.. really a GUINEA PIG-lahh" .. you know who you are... LOL .. .. AND NOW, i'm here, blogging .. typing out everything i experienced the whole 5 days .. OMG, look at the TIME !! it's 9.30 and it's so past my bedtime .. well, gotta sleep, ppl !! nights !!

-aly loh-

my LAST post of the day

6th September 2009 GAH ~ i have less than 24 hours to face this war.. PMR, BABE !! it's tomorrow !! sigh .. i would like to wish all of my friends GAMBATEH !! tomorrow, i have 2 papers .. both are bahasa malaysia .. hmmm .. i still don't know what to do about my KOMSAS !! not just only komsas, but the whole paper of the 2nd paper .. 7th september - BM 1 BM2 8th september -ENGLISH 1 ENGLISH2 SCIENCE1 SCIENCE2 9th september- GEOGRAPHY -saturday&sunday- 12th september- MATHEMATICS1 MATHEMATICS2 HISTORY 13th september - KEMAHIRAN HIDUP ..AFTER THAT.. ...i'll be free as a bird in the sky !! GAH, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 13TH TO COME !! ..and someone promised me hamsters !! haha .. then makan-makan, but someone wants to eat the hamsters instead .. LOL .. i might wanna get myself fully protected for mentioning this in here, just in case .. heehee .. newayz people, wish me luck to pass everything !! peace out and i'm gonna abandon my blog for 1 week from tomorrow .. i will be back on the 13h, people !!

-aly loh-

dreaming away

the sound of your flute remains in my heart

the way you played your flute had taken my breath away

when you first played it infront of me..

.. i fell in love

i've never heard something so beautiful,

yet touching too

the song which you played the other day..

..is still in me

i shall never forget this..

.. and i shall never forget YOU..

............

i miss you, thomas

............

i know i sound ridiculous, but i seriously mean this, people .. i really missed him .. GAH .. how i wish it's already the long-term holidays already .. i don't seem to know why i would suddenly miss him so badly .. i've to wait until next year, though .. *sigh* this is so sad .. how i wish i can have a time machine .. i wanna travel back in time and listen to him .. the good times we had together .. i miss all of 'em ..

today is tuesday and it's the 2nd day of school after the raya's holidays .. what exactly happened to me today is that i was nearly late to school .. well, not to exactly say that i was late, but i woke up 30 minutes later than the usual time .. so, i went to school quite late, maybe .. well, not really that sure, though .. i reached school 10 minutes later which was about 6.45, maybe ?? lol .. it was a fun rush hour .. newayz, i'll keep this short .. not in a mood to blog .. i'm in too much mood to study, study and STUDY !! pmr is just around the corner, people !! i'd better wake up from wonderland and do my 11th-hour of studying !!

I CAN DO IT !! DO IT TO PASS EVERYTHING !!

GAMBARU, ALY-CHAN !!

-aly loh-

random post

26th Spetember 2009 another saturday with the usual class .. hmmm .. i changed my seat today from the right side, front to the left side, back .. i have been with zheng liang the whole day and yet, i feel so guilty .. i left richard alone today .. I'M SO SORRY, RICHARD !! I SWEAR I'LL SEAT WITH YOU NEXT CLASS !! so, today was quite a day in class .. we had a group discussion and i was supposingly to be in the same group with richard .. sadly, jason volunteered 1 second earlier than me .. so, i was stuck with zheng liang the whole day including that "so-called-disscussion" .. GAH ~~ i feel like killing him !! how dare he pulls my hair ~~ !! NG ZHENG LIANG, YOU'RE GONNA GET MY PRANK ON NEXT CLASS !! it's like - for no reasons when he pulled my hair ... ... ... wait ... ... ... he pulled my hair is because i snatched his book .. =.= l'l ... it still serves him right .. who the hell asked him to make fun of me in the first place ?!! still, today is nothing,but pain in the butt ..

-aly loh-

another day out

21st September 2009 GAH ~~ i came down with flu AGAIN .. this is just so sad .. my nose had been running like horses .. it's a good thing that i'm quite ok now .. newayz, i had a very, very big day yesterday and today .. i'll start with yesterday .. SUNDAY, 20th September 2009 .. i went to jusco with my family .. it was a 'lil boring, though .. dad and i were too fed up of spending time in a tiny-weenie-lil-small shop for at least 1 or 2 hours .. dad and i loitered the whole shopping complex and mum with sis weren't even done with the shop .. we ended up looking for some watches in a shop ..it ended up to be ... ... ... *recalling* ... ... ... i've no idea .. GAH ~~ still, i've got a book to indulge with .. my sis wanted to get a novel, but when she saw that there'll be 50% off if we get another book .. so, she bought one for me .. LOL .. i hope the story is good to be read .. i eventually wanted to buy the other book which more like a ROMANCE STORY .. nevermind, i guess .. i can buy that book myself, maybe .. when i can save enough $$ .. LOL .. at night, we went over to a seafood restaurant nearby lost world of tambun .. i was being told to wear a dress and high-heeled shoes ... ... ... ... this is another swt case, ppl !! it's like - C'MON-LAHH !! i'm not used to wearing dresses anymore !! *sigh* so sad .. then .. TODAY, MONDAY i found out that i have been lacking of S-L-E-E-P, SLEEP !! my eyes are gonna be panda eyes very soon .. yet, today we went to parade and i saw this oh-so-adoreable LAPTOP .. GAH ~~ it's like so cute, ppl !! it's all in pink .. mind you, i've been hating pink since i was 8 .. LOL .. i can't believe i've fallen for this cute pink laptop .. it's a sony laptop .. SONY VAIO wei, ppl !! i wanna get my hands on that laptop .. still, the price is a 'lil expenxive .. it's RM3999, PPL !! i guess i'll have to wait for it then .. I WANT SONY VAIO LAPTOP !!

-aly loh-

KIMCHI day

19th September 2009 woot ~~ i had dinner not long ago .. we were all having fried rice, but i eventually turned that fried rice into fried KIMCHI rice .. my sis brought back a so-called bottle of kimchi and i went crazy when i saw it .. today, i couldn't stand it anymore .. off to the refridgerator and took out the kimchi .. i ate like a piggy .. now my stomach is full of kimchi .. ah ~~ I LOVE KIMCHI ~ !! lol .. newayz, today was another so-called shopping day .. i went to parade with mum and sis .. as i went to the popular bookstore, met jascinta there .. fuiyoh .. wearing mini-skirt .. lol .. it's normal-lahh ~~ haha .. my sis and i were browsing for new novels and books to indulge with .. sad to say that i can only buy the books in Singapore .. not many books in Malaysia .. GAH ~~ have to wait 'till DECEMBER !! ... ... ... it might be ok, i guess .. i still have PMR to handle .. i'll indulge myself later on, maybe .. who knows ?? i haven't finish reading eclipse and breaking down and yet, i'm planning to re-read twilight and new moon .. this is so dumb of me .. LOL .. oh yeah, my sis bought me 3 stuff i just seriously,UBBERLY LOVE.. 2 necklacesof death note and also the 2nd part of the death note series .. YAY !! I LOVE YOU SIS !! lol .. then today in ILTI, zheng liang was absent .. -no sweet of the day- .. so sad .. at least i still have richard today .. i chat with him the whole day .. lol .. i have been ignoring MR.PHANG too much .. i barely listen to what he says today .. it's a good thing that i still study today .. learned alot of things, though .. of all people in the class today, richard, hong kit, leong, jeu, lai and i are the most quite one .. I'M SO PROUD ~~ !!

-happy aly loh-

*^.^*smiles

another holiday "season"

17th September 2009 i feel like killing someone now .. seriously .. i'm like - damn angry NOW .. what the hell does that fella thinks 'it' is .. GOSH ~ this is just stupid and yet, another new season of holidays AGAIN .. ok, this is dumb .. september is full of holidays and yet, PMR is just SOOO near !! GAH !! screw the holidays !! screw the teachers !! screw eveyone !! GAH !! i'm like - so FRUSTRATED !! ... no comments for that now ... neways, my sister came back yesterday .. mum and i fetched her at the airport .. ... ... ... i must say .. konnonya that fireflyz plane is just so small .. LOL .. i like it's colours though .. it's bright orange and white .. well, got some new stuff, i guess .. i just don't know !! GAH !! somehow i don't feel like me and i just simply don't know why !! i'm too frustrated now and it's all thanks to that IDIOTIC fella .. ... ... ... i just so wanna grab that fella's neck and stranggle 'it' to death .. i'm trying to refer that fella as an 'it' 'cause i don't wanna reveal the person here .. still, holidays are starting tomorrow .. and i swear i'll be D-E-A-D, ppl .. going to jusco tomorrow and i don't like it !! i'm praying hard that tomorrow i will meet someone there and then just RUN OFF with that fella or who-so-ever i'll be meeting .. ZHENG LIANG !! somehow i'm missing you already, though .. i'm gonna pray hard that i can see you tomorow in jusco .. you'd better get me some sweets this saturday's class .. LOL .. RICHARD!! my mood is a 'lil better for this week .. i swear i'll talk to you this week .. and yet, somehow i'm missing my grandfather of the day, MING HAN and his brother, MING SUEN .. it's been a while since i've last seen them .. did they stop classes or what ?? ...maybe, i don't know .. I MISS MY GANG OF BOYS IN ILTI !!

-aly loh-

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12th September 2009 today, i was the only form 3 member to show up .. swt, right ?? i swear i'll kill andrea on monday .. LOL .. so, i went to schhol for practises and i must say that i can play 'time to say goodbye', but there's something i wanna know though .. do i really play that smooth and so natural and and so ..... what do you call that ?? EASY .. especially when i play high notes with my eupho.. i seem to be receiving such comments from the juniors .. do i really look very calm when i play the eupho ?? i've no ideas at all .. whenever i lay the eupho, i feel like i'm in my fantasy world of music .. i get rid of my sorrows easily when i play my dear baby .. I LOVE MY EUPHO .. then in ILTI today, i was rather quiet today .. SO SORRY RICHARD !! i didn't seem to have talked to him today .. at recess, i went over to zheng liang's place .. he brought his guitar today to teach my friend to play 'when you're gone' .. we chat for a while and i gave him something to pass to SOMEONE .. so, nothing much happened today in ILTI, but something eventually happened in the morning before doing to school .. i was supposingly to have breakfast with my parents .. so, we went to a restaurant quite nearby to my school .. and what happened was that i saw HIM .. ... ... .. coincedence-ly .. ... ... ... he just sat infront of me, but his back was facing me.. he came with his parents, his grandfather and also Ryan .. i was trembling when i saw him getting out of his car .. i pretended that i didn't see him .. I HAD TO .. then when i reached school , my hands were cold and was still trembling .. when i got home after practise, tears started to show up .. while bathing, i broke down .. i cried out and alot of tears dropped .. i seriously don't know why .. LIFE IS ALWAYS COMPLICATED

-aly loh-

life's full of surprises

6th September 2009 today's nothing special, i guess .. well, i went to jusco and i eventually bumped into someone who thought i was supposingly to be at home, studying, of course .. i, on the other hand, thought the same thing when i saw him .. i was like - what am i doing here again ?? LOL .. well, i went there is because of my mum .. she was getting some veges while i bought some revision books for the coming exams .. when we finished vege time, dad went upstairs with the veges to put them in the car .. so, mum and i went window shopping then .. i was then seperated with mum for a while and i walked alone .. while walking to check out some stuff, there was he, xiao di di .. i was surprised when our eyes met .. as for him, he came is because of his dear phone .. speaker got spoiled .. i never thought that i'll meet anyone today, though .. such a coincedence .. i thought that it'll be another boring day in a boring shopping centre with another boring routine .. what happened next was that ... ... ... THIS WORLD IS JUST TOO SMALL !! while sms-ing with him, i was suddenly being told very directly that he was one of my former teacher's son !! i got a very big shock .. now feeling so 'segan' ady .. he's my former english teacher's son !! WHAT A SMALL WORLD !! furthermore, i've regretted wearing high-heeled shoes and skirt .. i'm not used to wearing skirts anymore .. even if i were to wear my pinafore school uniform, you can see very clearly that i'll be wearing shorts inside .. the shoes nearly killed me today .. both of my small toes are still in pain up until now .. at least that my heels are protected by a plaster , but i've gotta day that high-heeled shoes KILLS !! my toes hurts .. awwwww ~~~

-aly loh-

.:: satuday bluezz ::.

5th September 2009 this saturday is just getting from worse to worst .. for the first time in my life, i've never felt to disappointed before AND IT'S ALL "THANKS" TO MRS LEE !! GAAAHHHHHH ~~ i'll start my story when i reached school today .. we all went to kenyon together to get our practice started .. as we settled down, pui yee told us that there is a bad news .. my heart beated very fast when she said so .. andrea and i shared the same feeling when we heard the news .. BREAKING NEWS : the band has no more instructuor .. reason ?? it's simple .. the school doesn't wanna approve sir's proporsal for payment rise .. and why again ?? this sounds extremely stupid, but the school has no money .. why can't the members pay by themselves ?? another simple answer .. the mushroom head doesn't allow .. and you wanna know why ?? because the answer from her mouth is a NO .. then why can't we have a concert ?? the mushroom doesn't approve due to the pesta ria next year and it's also due to the payment rise thingy or what-so-ever you call it .. after hearing this, my mood flew away .. most of us spent 4 lousy hours doing nothing, but chatting .. we took our intruments at first to warm up and all the suff .. after 1 hour or more, we left our intruments and started discussing nonsense and nuinscince stuff .. our mood was all taken away due to the terrible news.. most of us were complaining and what is left in our hearts is only a piece of a blank paper just like back in the old days how we used to be .. VISSION 66 JUST VANISHED LIKE THAT !! this is just simply STUPID .. after the so-called practice, i went home and bathe and did everything i must .. soon, i left for ILTI classes .. i must say that on this term, i'll be stuck with richard .. zheng liang doesn't seem to be communicating with me anymore .. ming han and ming syuen doesn't seem to have appeared for 2 lesseons .. now, i'm left with richard ho .. the only guy i can stick with now .. he's a friendly fellow .. he can be a 'lil show off, but he's friendly though .. i guess i'm counting on you now, RICHARD .. i need at least 1 friend to talk to in class .. i don't mix with the girls well .. among 10 girls in my class, the only poor fella who doesn't know and doesn't speak in mandarin is me .. sad, eh ?? nevermind .. i still have you, richard .. p/s :without realising, i can play the eupho solo of 'by loch and mountain' at the first attempt .. i blew everything without thinking what's the next note .. i played it so naturally !! the notes were very flexible and i'm so happy about it !!

-aly loh-

friday night

4th September 2009 well, it's a friday night and i just simply don't know what to do .. i find myself very lonely now .. no one called me nor sms-ed me .. this is stupid .. GGGAAAAAHHHHHHHH !! in addition, nowadays, i don't know why i scold almost anyone, anything or what-so-ever - STUPID .. okay, i'm being ridiculous here, but what the hell is up with me, though ?? something's definately wrong with me this month .. i guess this is what you call stress, i think .. fine, i don't know, but i'm worried about my PMR examination .. 3 more weeks to go .. how i just siimply wish that PMR is tomorrow !! i'm like - stressing almost everything .. i still find myself very moody nowadays and i must admit that i'm obviously CRAPPING now .. i bet some of you guys out there don't get what i'm saying .. i'll forgive you for that .. LOL .. still, there's gonna be a practice tomorrow at 8 .. well, another busy saturday is gonna be held soon AGAIN, i guess .. who cares .. i used to have a busy schedule .. anyway, it's almost my bed time now .. gotta sleep, ppl !!

-aly loh-

september is here

1st September 2009 school's finally open .. i'm very sorry to tell this, but i'm just simply still moody and i don't know why .. *sigh* i've been moody for quite a while .. WHAT IS IT THAT I WANT ?!! i'm not wishing for anything at all, though .. this is so sad .. i didn't crave for anything .. i didn't wish for anything and i just simply DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING !! WHAT IS IT THAT I'M LACK OF ?!! uurrrrggggghhhhh .. this is just simply frustrating me .. what the hell is wrong with me for the whole week or 2, maybe ?? OK, this shucks ... ... ... ALOT .. guess i'll be moody for the whole month .. well, i'm not exactly sure about this, though .. ... ... .. nevermind =) .. i'll listen to 'by loch and mountain' .. that'll cheer me up at least for a while .. you guys should really hear this song, though .. i'm in love with this song, literally and thanks to YOU, i can't live without this song .. not just because that the beginning is the eupho solo, but the song really rulez to the max .. literally, i just LOVE the eupho solo at the begginning .. how i wish i can play that part !!

-aly loh-

random post

31st August 2009

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, MALYSIA !!

okay, i admit i'm a 'lil spirited with the country's so-called birthday .. lol .. so, anyway, went out with mum and dadddy today .. so, while suffering from period pain, i was suddenly surprised by my foster sis, suet kuan .. we went walking for a while for a while to hangout as we didn't contact each other for this whole week as holidays haven't ended .. it's a good thing that school's gonna reopen tomorrow !! i've been missing school since last week as in like - after dissmissal on the last day of school ?? okay, i know i'm being weird again, but i really love school so much ..

oh yeah, i've forgotten to mention that suet kuan and i were eventually "LUCKY" enough to have "COINCEDENCELY" met our dear, petty "ANGEL" .. she was eventually running away from us when her eyes met us together .. both of us were like - "she's such a loser, much" .. the "ANGEL" was with a lion-headed fellow .. *sigh* i pity the lion-headed fellow ..

oh, who cares ?? she's just too petty, i guess .. still, newayz, my mood isn't back yet, though and i just simply don't know WHY .. this is such a sad thing .. i've never lost my mood just as simple as blinking an eye .. hmmm .. i guess i'll get back my mood tomorrow when i meet back my friends again .. i seriously miss them like hell ..

-aly loh-

I MISS BAND SO MUCH !!

was browsing through the net

and i found the band vid ..

and to be seriously honest

I MISS THE GOOD OLD TIMES !!

missed practises

missed marching

and of course

MISSING MY EUPHO !!

it's been a while since i've last touched YOU ..

i miss my baby eupho so much ..

I'M SO DESPERATE TO SEE MY EUPHO NOW !!

*cries*

I WANT MY EUPHO !!

-desperate aly-

another saturday class

22nd August 2009
 nothing much to say, though .. i'm not actually in the mood .. still, i had fun with the guys today in tuition .. ming han finally wears a mask today to avoid spreading his coughing germs .. ming syuen got sick too .. he had fever and flu .. poor fella .. he sat so far away from me today .. i didn't get used to it, though .. still ... ... ... ming han finished up my phone's battery !! such a sad case, but he got nice records in some of my games .. lol ..
TQ, MING HAN aka ye ye .. newayz, zheng liang was absent today .. kinda missed him, though .. no sweets for today .. *cries* k-lahh .. today no mood edi .. guess i'll stop here till my mood comes back ..

-confused aly-

RANDOM POST

18th August 2009 well, people .. yesterday night, one of my tuition friends, Kong, wished me too .. i was surprised, though .. lol .. then today, it's my teacher's birthday !! lol .. weird, huh ?? still, i gave her the card i made and she eventually stick-ed it on the wall to let everyone see my horrible drawing .. i swear my drawing is very horrible, but she liked it, though .. i bet she still likes it .. heehee .. ok, second topic, i would like to thank my BFF, melz for being so sweet for all these momentorous & memorable years of 9 .. for all the sweet and rough moments we have had all these years, i hereby that i won't abandon YOU no matter what ever happens .. i miss the old time we have had from our pasts, but hey, it's not the end of the world yet .. we've plenty of time more to hangout, BABE !! THANKS, MELZ !!

-aly loh-

officially 15 years old !!

17th August 2009 oh yea, babe .. i'm officially 15 !! YAY !! today's a good day too .. reached schhol this morning and emma was the first one to wish me .. i was so touched 'cause not everyone remembers my birthday .. she bought me a chain which eventually comes in a pair .. i bet you guys can't believe this, but it was a set of bikini !! LOL .. so, there was this bra and the panty .. i've no choice, but to choose the bra .. HAHA .. still, it was sweet of her .. we've been seperated since January up until now and she remembers the date so clearly !! I LOVE YOU, EMMA !! newayz, many people wished me, today .. there was leng yee who got a very suffering squeeze from me .. there was mel who i didn't squeeze that much, but gotten a very big hug from me .. there was also my tuition teacher, by sms .. there was also my junior which i was eventually surprised with .. it's so sweet of her .. i wonder how she remembers my birthday, though .. it's not keen to find a junior who can eventually remember my birthday .. and lastly, there was my beloved brother .. sent me alot of messages .. from my handphone to the computer .. good songs and sweet messages .. i guess it's worth it for him to sleep at 12 to just think and do everything which i seriously find it very meaningful enough .. and i've got to say that my 15th birthday is really very meaningful .. i now hereby that i shall appreciate my friends and foster siblings who remembered my birthday .. thank you for everything and thank you for standing by my side for all these while .. i'll NEVER EVER forget you guys out there no matter what .. I LOVE YOU GUYS !! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING !!

-15th year old aly-

a typical sunday

16th August 2009 lol .. i had a great day, today, though it's not even night yet .. my clock here shows that now is 4.01 pm .. it's rare to find me online-ing in the afternoon .. hehe .. that's because later i've to go out for dinner .. newayz, mum and dad treated me pizza today and i'm just darn satisfied !! i almost ate my stomach out .. i'm still very full now .. i guess all the stuff inside my tummy aren't digested yet .. something's wrong with my enzyme, i guess .. lol .. heck with it .. i'm happy to be full up until now .. hehehe .. so happie ~~ there's something i've gotta say, though .. i find that nowadays, i'm getting crazier and crazier and i just simply don't know why .. something is definately wrong with me and i guess i haven't found out the clue yet .. ever since yesterday, i've been acting so childish with the guys yesterday and that's the first time i've ever done that in my life .. i find it fun, though .. heehee .. LIFE'S GOOD WHEN YOU'RE HAPPY ..

-crazy aly-

another day with the boys ..

15th August 2009 my mood today is seriously just simply darn crazy .. lol .. today, school was on and half of the class was absent .. thanks to their absence, the other half of us gets to have FUN !! no studying at all .. besides that, i can sense that i'll PASS everything except sejarah cause i've really failed that paper and also seni .. still, nevermind .. 'people learn from failures : quote by di di'.. that means i'll do better in the future !! lol .. so, after school, went to ILTI .. was eventually informed that there were EXAMS today .. uuugghhhhhhh ... exams the whole week .. it's such a sad case, though .. still, as usual .. i pakat with ming syuen to get the answers AGAIN .. and you guys know what ?? for paper 3, we've done it before, FOR GOD'S SAKE !! ming syuen was like so excited and he was elbowing me non-stop .. so, it was a luxury to most of us .. ming syuen and i were like copying the answers without the teacher noticing .. as for recess, i spent my recess with the guys again .. zheng liang went mad too, today .. he nearly raped ming syuen during recess .. i was like calling him a molester .. HAHA .. then somehow, ming han and i started talking for like the 3rd time .. both of us were like 'debating' and guess what .. ming han has a new name from me .. well, it started like this : he was eventually wearing his 2006 prefectorial t-shirt and i was teasing him about his shirt .. somehow, i don't know how we mentioned about our age difference .. then he started calling me 'XIU MUI MUI', pointing his finger on my direction .. 'YOU'RE YOUNGER THAN ME A BIT ONLY, BUT CALL ME SUK SUK ( UNCLE )" .. it seems that he admits he's old .. so i said," SINCE YOU REALLY WANT ME TO CALL YOU UNCLE, WHY CAN'T I CALL YE YE ( GRANDFATHER ) ??" "no must call me suk suk" "no .. i wanna call you ye ye" "NO .. only suk suk" "ai-yah.. you're memory not good-mahh .. call you ye ye will suit you better" in the end, he really deserves being called GRANDFATHER .. why, eh ?? we passed up our papers and mr. phang was asking him to count the papers .. unfortunetly, when he finished counting, he'd forgotten the number of papers he had counted .. so, TO ALL SAM TET BOYS WHO KNOWS A GUY NAMED LAM MING HAN FROM 5S2, EVERYONE MUST CALL HIM "YE YE" !! THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY !!

-crazy aly-

TRIALS EXAM FEVER IS FINALLY OVER !!

14th August 2009 woah ~~ it's been almost a week since i've last blogged .. can't believe that i'm still alive, though and i can't believe that i've actually studied History and Geography for like - ONCE !! aikzz .. sad case, but i have confidence that i'll at least pass everything !! except seni 'cause i wanna suffocate rohana.. i'll prove to you guys when i get my results .. HAH .. ... still, i'm happy that the exam fever is finally over .. and now i'm wondering how am i gonna survive for SPM trials ......... ... ... ... it's gonna be like - 1 month .. no comments .. FORGET ABOUT IT !! i still have PMR to be done !! don't think too much, aly !! anywayz, i was somehow happy with thursday's papers .. somehow i find myself anwering EVERYTHING during maths papers .. i was like so surprised .. when i got home, i found myself laughing and behaving a mad fella .. so, today was the last day and everyone was happy, obviously.. went to tuition today i received a present from my beloved teacher .. she's just do sweet !! she gave me a cute pillow and a card .. lol .. i love her so much .. can't believe she gave me so early because she can eventually give it to me on monday .. lol .. her birthday is on the 18th, though .. lol .. i'll be giving her gift on monday .. heehee .. hope she'll like it .. it's just a simple card, though .. after coming back from tuition, that's when my mood starts to change tremondously.. dad scolded me because he thought i was playing with my phone .. i was about to switch on my phone and then he started .. mum wasn't feeling well .. i know that i'm supposed to help with the table and dishes, but is it wrong to just switch on my phone ?!! it was already 7 o' clock, though.. if i was playing with it, dad can blame me because i'll be wasting the battery and also supposingly to help mum, but NO .. he just simply blurted out like that .. i was already darn-flaming angry when he had forgotten my birthday, but i thought maybe i can just let it go 'cause he could've been busy .. unfortunetly, he released everything on me .. i cried before i can even eat .. when everything was about to calm down, again he blurted everything on me .. again i cried .. my heart was already broken when he had forgotten my birthday and now he's blurting everything on me .. mum didn't EVEN say anything and he scolded me like anything .. it seems that he was free when mum was getting the dishes ready .. why can't dad just help mum ?!! i was already holding a helmet with me and what can i do ??!!!! I HATE MY DAD ..

-sad aly-

i'm gonna miss HER

7th August 2009 *sigh* i came down with flu this morning and don't worry 'cause it's seriously NOT H1N1 .. anyway, when i was about to go to the school cafeteria, she approached me .. ... ... ... with her inner suit and also some eupho scores .. sadly to say that somehow i feel like i wanna cry .. look, people .. i seriously don't know why and i know that she's also human and just a senior .. some of you guys think .. - "eh, loh yeng .. why-lahh you wanna cry just because of somebody who always find trouble and sometimes simply scold you?" "eh, loh yeng .. no need to cry-lahh .. you know arr .. you should be glad-lahh .. you finally can become the senior-mahh" "eh, loh yeng .. you cry oso no use lerr .. i see her face macam LC saje-saje oni .. if i'm her junior arr, you have no idea that how HAPPY am i" - you guys are the ones with no brains at all .. - ever since i was a small, tiny- weenie 'lil junior back in secondary 1, i've always had a good impression on her .. though i wasn't her REAL junior yet back then, i'd fine her a very good senior .. i can still remember the way she thought us marching, though .. it has always been an entertaiment .. then just back last year in secondary 2, i managed to changed from a trombonist to a euphist .. back then, i wasn't really a very good junior to her, if i've not mistaken .. we weren't really that close 'cause .. .. .. i don't know why, though .. NEVERMIND, FORGET ABOUT LAST YEAR .. then this year came .. somehow i get to be so close with her .. pranks and jokes came out from our crazy minds .. i realized that she's really the senior who any junior would've always wish for .. we had fun and have been acting crazy whenever we feel like.. (and i still remember the way we had danced the other day .. lol ..) i felt so proud .. BUT .. now it's really sad to say that i'm seriously gonna miss her and i don't know why.. NO MORE FUN SENIORS FOR ME ?? or izzit because of the bond we made this year ?? well, i would have to say that i'd have to lose both of these items .. this can really consider as great, BIG lost to me, though .. how i wish i'm back in secondary 1 !! - now you guys OUT THERE know why i'm really gonna miss her ??!! gossip whatever you guys want .. i'd call YOU J-E-A-L-O-U-S !! that's right, JEALOUS !! jealous all you want 'cause i won't even bother you at all .. *BLERKZZ*

-aly-

lonely

4th August 2009 hmmm ... nothing much happened today .. i wore a mask today to school and barely anyone notices my friend and i were talking !! hahaha .. *evil grinz* anyway, i feel lonely nowadays and i just simply don't know why .. somehow i feel so left out by almost everyone i know including my friends and just everyone i know .. i'm wondering why i feel like this .. is it because i'm more mature than them ?? somehow i feel so .. you guys ask why, eh ?? i'll tell you guys why .. well, it's not that i'm trying to talk about them behind their backs, but i've a few examples why i find them more childish then me .. - 1. HUI YI, from my saturday class' friend, used to be ok with me, but she speaks mandarin more than english .. that's not the point yet .. my MAIN point is that she's always with the gossip queens and i have to admit that i'm just so OUTDATED that i just don't know how to gossip .. furthermore, the gossip queens are also mandaring speakers ..CONCLUSION. i stick to the boys 'cause they're more willingly to talk to me in both english/cantonese while 1 is willingly to teach me a 'lil of mandarin as i seriously don't even speak mandarin at all !! - 2. i wouldn't want to metion their names here 'cause it's a 'lil inconvenient .. (incase if they managed to find my blog, somehow .. ) i used to have a group of friends just back last year, but i don't know why i just feel so empty .. there's one comment i'd like to make, though .. they talk childish topics more than talking about the future and the reality world .. i, on the other side, am always worried about the future and the reality world .. they'd always snap me out and enterain me with something else .. i know it's good to have friends who'd entertain you, but they just don't care about the coming future .. CONCLUSION, i find myself so dumb to think about the future when i can have fun in my teenage life .. i seriously find myself just being so dumb .. - 3. tuition friends became my problem too, though .. i've met wonderful friends when i first met them in primary 6 .. as i grow older, well, sadly to say that i just don't talk childish like them anymore .. i tried to have some conversation with, but they don't find me interesting anymore .. CONCLUSION, i have had always been the quiet one in class 'cause i just shut my ass up and i just don't talk .. - AND sometimes it makes me wonder if i AM a girl or not .. well, it's simple to identify a girl, obviously .. with all the pretty make ups, spaghetti straps tees, shorts/ skirts with a complete set with high heeled shoes .. I, on the other side ... ... ... well, no comments .. i don't buy cosmetics and i just hate making up .. i don't really like to wear spaghetti straps tees and i don't think that i have more than 2 of it .. skirts?? my cupboard is full of pants and jeans !! and lastly, high heeled shoes .. although i have less than 3 pairs, i still barely wear tham .. again, i would have to say that i'm a fila, nike and levi's shoes freak .. i even barely wear sandals, though .. LIFE IS FULL OF COMPLICATIONS

-aly-

another day in ILTI

2nd August 2009 *phew* another day is gonna end and i just must say that CAE's sunday class in more fun than the saturday class .. at least it's better than going to MR. CHIANG'S class last year's replacement class on sunday too, though .. that was in FCE .. this year i'm in CAE .. aikzz .. i wonder how am i gonna suffer with MR. PHANG again next year !! this is such a sad case ... WAIT .. ... ... .. i did suffered a 'lil today in class .. i did another pretest AGAIN, for goodness' sake !! i've just done it yesterday and i'm re-doing it again, though it's the topic which ming syuen just suffered with just yesterday .. at least it wasn't as hard as yesterday's paper .. i got to know 2 of the students there too, though .. both are friendly and sweet hearts ..

SPEAKING OF SWEET-HEARTS

... ha ha ha..

there IS something i need to comment, though .. lol .. I MET DANIEL AGAIN !! ARRRGGGHHHHHH !!! THAT OH-SO-CUTE KOREAN GUY !!! *SCREAMS* he's just simply, JUST, JUST SIMPLY ADOREABLE, PEOPLE !! he's darn cute, baby !! eventhough he just wore a simple t-shirt, normal pants and sandals, you guys have no idea how OH-SO-CUTE the hell he is !! for your dearest information, i've first saw him just last year when i went to saturday's morning replacement class .. i was like - wow .. he's just darn CUTE !! such a sweet heart and such a heart-throb-er .. he's like - thick hair, cute tiny 'lil eyes, smooth skin ... ... ... i certainly have no more comments 'cause, he's just so charming !! *faints*

~*aly loves DANIEL*~

BAND FAREWELL !!

1st August 2009 wow, today's the band farewell .. i must say that this farewell is so fun .. played water balloon and then passed water all over .. in the end, i ended up NOT wearing my sandals .. so, i washed my feet before wearing them .. suddenly, one junior was asking me to fill up some water into a pail .. what exactly happen just after 5 seconds was that she poured every thing on ME !! i was darn wet from top to toe .. aikzz .. THANK YOU, FIONA LEONG ... (NOT) .. it was a good thing that my handphone didn't get wet or else she has to pay .. lol .. still, i enjoyed the whole programme .. it was better than i've expected .. best farewell ever ..

...AFTER THE FAREWELL...

i went to ILTI today .. didn't missed anything, much .. well, there IS something that i DID missed, though .. THE GIRLS' GANG INCLUDING MY FRIENDS GOT TO EAT PIZZA !! i was alone then .. was alone with ming han, zheng liang, jeu kai and ming syuen in the class for a while .. then, got a pretest from cambridge .. luckily it's just an essay !! the past years have been objective questions !! i happy about this year's paper .. i'm just hoping for better marks this time .. lol .. well .. that's all from me today .. don't really have the mood today ..

CHAOS !!

~*aly*~

very confused ~~

28th July 2009 i don't know what's gotten into me these days .. why am i like this ?? i'm facing a GREAT dilemma which i really can't decide on !! i really can't believe this myself .. this is really a very BIG problem i'm facing now .. and i wanna declare what's gonna happen for the next few years when i'm ... ... ... ... ... ... well, i don't wanna mention it, though .. it's too private if i tell this out to the public .. *sigh* when is this dilemma gonna end ?? i seriously wanna know what's gonna happen soon .. as in like - VERY SOON although i've another few years .. i've never felt like this before, though .. i just simply can't control this strange feeling !! it's just simply, SIMPLY STRANGE .. what am i gonna do ?? *sigh* -confused aly-

MVS night

26th July 2009 ok, next time, i'll never again sleep so darn, freaking late .. just because of the MVS, i can only sleep at 12.45am just THIS MORNING !! aikzz .. still, going to the MVS can really consider worth it .. the 'loch and mountain' was the first song .. eupho solo kantoi-ed .. overall, it was a good show, i'll say .. the part which i really just simply LOVE was the part when they played ABBA's songs .. they played a 'lil of DANCING QUEEN and also not to forget my favourite MAMMA-MIA .. i just simply, simply LOVE that song !! lol .. can't believe that i eventually enjoyed it very much, though .. haha .. there's still nothing more than i can love .. I LOVE THE CUTIE KANGAROOS !! thanks, alot for the CD's too .. nice songs in there .. now, i can play TIME TO SAY GOODBYE edi !! YAY !! that's good news, i guess .. 'cause i'm not familiar with that song .. now, i listen to it again, and again. and again, AND AGAIN !! i'll be more familiar with it from now onwards .. *evil grinzz* ~*aly loves MVS*~

excited, but regret ..

25th July 2009 my clock now shows 4.24 pm and i'm supposed to be in ILTI doing nothing but talking and making noise in class .. it's too bad that i got sick all of the sudden .. *sigh* sad case .. BUT .. nevermind .. i'm excited to go to ANDERSON'S MVS today .. i've never been to the Ipoh's Town Hall before .. now i can get the chance to go there .. lol .. and newayz .. CONGRATULATIONS TO MMB !! SPLENDID JOB DONE !! ~*aly*~

-untitled-

24th July 2009 aikzz .. another is going to just pass like that .. i'm down with my life .. and i seriously have no title for this damn blog .. haizz .. this is really a sad case .. 'cause my barin totally washed out now .. i don't even now what to think or don't know what to do !! *sigh* what the hell is up with me these days .. unexpected, though .. aikzz .. who cares .. i'm thinking about what to give HER .. i've made this thing and i think that this present to HER is really very lame .. i've nothing else to think of !! haizz .. i'm so sorry that i have to give YOU such a thing .. it's barely a thing appreciate and to remember !! YOU'll know what it is very soon .. ~*aly*~

i'm in love with TRIGONOMETRY ..

23rd July 2009 somehow i don't know why i'm love with maths, especially trigonometry .. lol .. it's like - so easy !! it's cery easy to calculate all the tangent, sine and cosine .. it's a good thing that my pythagoras' theorem is very good .. if not, i sure kantoi .. lol .. aikzzz .. i'm now very worried about my studies, though .. it sometimes makes me wonder about my future .. and i don't even know what's my ambition .. 1 euphoist 2 violinist 3 musician 4 casino dealer 5 air stewardess 6 music teacher i just simply DON'T KNOW .. *sigh* well .. it all depends, i guess .. I HATE MY LIFE .. ~*aly*~

another boring day ..

22nd July 2009 hmmm .. i don't know what to write, though .. i'm just updating blog .. well, just had an exam yesterday about english .. it's nothing much, but i seriously hate the papers !! it seems that the papers are from australia .. and i thought the papers are from england .. still, the papers are quite ok .. i can still manage .. you just need to know what the heck they write there .. it's more to reading, actually .. and i can't believe that i had 20 bucks to just answer OBJECTIVE quetions !! *sigh* forget about it .. it's already paid and it's already over .. newayz, i really wish to skip classes these days .. i don't know why, but i'm not used to sitting in the class and study like a nerd .. i too used to skip class and go out for practices, but it's a good thing that it's over .. PMR TRIALS ARE COMING VERY SOON !! i'll be so dead if i just simply don't study .. especially during PMR .. aikzz .. i don't know why i'm lazy nowadays, but there's benefit, i guess .. lol .. ~*aly*~

mentally broken down

sometimes, i wonder ..

.....

if i DID choose the right guy to love ..

...and i'm wondering now ..

what to do now ..

YOU don't keep your promises

YOU don't try to comfort me whenever i'm angry or whenever i'm down

YOU only care about YOURSELF and not me

YOU don't talk whatever i reply you

i want YOU to comfort me whenever i'm angry or whenever i'm down

i don't want you to be such a ..

..PAK POH..

i want you to care about me

i want you to keep YOUR promises

whenever i want YOU, i really need YOU

i don't want to be alone

i don't wanna be YOUR toy anymore

'cause

i can't stand this anymore

what's up with YOU ??

why are YOU doing this ??

what do YOU want from me ??

YOU'll say you love me

BUT

YOU're not treating me as YOURs

YOU absolutely dont't protect me

and

YOU don't even care whatever i tell you

that's because..

..YOU don't listen to me..

this is seriously ridiculous

and i'm tired of all these stuff

i'll pray that YOU'll leave me alone

with love,

miserable - aly

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18th July 2009 well .. not much of a day, though .. ermm .. well, this morning we had a so-called 'project' .. it was fun, i guess .. well .. i don't know how to put this up .. 'cause it was really making my mind very frustrated and also not to forget that it near BLAST .. aikz .. after the whole thing in school, went home and bathed .. after bathing, i had a simple lunch and went to tuition as usual .. today in tuition, it wasn't really that fun. though .. less people attended, so we ended up having a debate .. GIRLS VS. BOYS .. TOPIC : GIRLS MATURES FASTER THAN BOYS. DISCUSS. so, i've to sit on the girls' side 'cause i've been sitting on the boys' side for all these while .. i had alot of stuff to crap with them, but it's not the same without Zheng Liang, though .. i know that this might sound weird, but i really miss him .. miss TALKING & HAVING FUN with him like how we used to .. somehow, i don't know why he doesn't even talk to me .. ever since that girl returned, he ignored me .. it has been 2 weeks since i've last socialized with him .. i really, really miss talking and having fun with him .. ~*aly*~

i shall hate JAPS as long as i live in this world !!

16th July 2009 based on the matter above, i really mean it .. INJECTIONS and NEEDLES are really not my 'toys' .. when i got the shot on tuesday, on the spot just yesterday, i got fever !! was darn bad luck .. of all students, so less people got fever .. ... ... ... and i happened to be one of them .. boohoo .. *sigh* such a sad case .. the worst case is that i left arm now is not in the condition .. it's really painful .. it's like hell .. got bitten twice in school .. *sigh* I DON'T LIKE THIS AT ALL !!! SOS ~~ !! ~*aly*~

BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY

12th July 2009 well, it's not really in the mood in the morning, though .. still, i don't know how YOU know that i'll be heading to jj today, but then still, thanks for the ticket to the MVS concert !! and i want my BABY to be there too .. haha ..

i'm darn, flaming angry !!

9th July 2009 alright, ppl .. i'm like so darn fed up !! the results was just announced yesterday .. and we got f***king 2nd place !! i seriously can't believe that we lost to a bunch of f***king losers !!! GGGAAAAHHHHHHH !! darn freaking mad !! iiiissshhhhhh ~~ ..... .... ... .. . wait .. .. .. oh yeah .. i forgot that the results are not yet comfirmed .. lol .. cause we eventually heard that those LOSERS can't perform in the stadium for no reason .. i bet that one of the LOSERS made a 'lil 'rasuah' .. hah !! i bet THEY did it .. once they annouced MGSMB as first prize, we'll see who's the real LOSER by then .. HA HA HA !! ~*aly*~

6th July 2009 IT'S SIXTH OF JULY AND THIS HAPPENS TO BE SOMEONE'S SPECIAL DAY .. THE DAY WHEN SOMEONE GETS OLD .. haha .. THE DAY WHEN SOMEONE GETS THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION ONCE A YEAR .. .. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, SJY .. .. I LURVE YOU .. with love, ALY

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4th July 2009 hmmm ... i'm not even sure what happened lately .. i've been blur for the whole day already !! well, just thursday was report card's day .. CHEAH kept on elaborating the same damn subject and i was very frustrated .. the time ticked away and it made my mum and i late for SUSHI .. i know that this is very funny, but mummy was satisfied with my results, though it's not really a pretty sight .. after sushi, went to cold storage and bought veges !! heehee .. then i went to the basement to fetch him .. so, after fetching him, went to my house .. suprisingly, he haven't had lunch ... =.=l'l swt ~~ we've already informed him to have lunch first-lahh !! still, mummy cooked him instant noodles while i bathed .. lol .. then, yesterday .. hmmm .. nothing much happened, though .. then, today came .. ... ... ... ... was supposingly to have the singapore sir to come over to our school and i shall forever hate PGS !! because of them, the singapore-ian instructor only had about 20 minutes with us .. uuugggghhhhhhh .. and yet, i got teased by LAM MING HAN, LAM MING SYUEN AND NG ZHENG LIANG !! i have to make sure that i'll never EVER again talk to him .. gosh .. is it wrong to sit beside him, though it was a 'lil close ?? it's not like i wanted to sit so near .. iiisssssshhhhhhhhhh .... YOU'LL PAY, NG ZHENG LIANG !! ~*aly*~

the competiton was really a SUCCESS !!

1st July 2009 alright now.. i was really very nervous when the MMB came in .. i seriously can't believe that the guard eventually let them come in !! i was like - WTH ??!! really, really unbelieveable .. so, the show began .. and i must say that quite alot of people stayed back to watch the formation, though .. anyway, back to the story .. ... ... ok, so, my heart was pumping like anything that's i've never experienced before .. i've never felt so nervous in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE !! lol .. phantom was ok, i guess .. then comes to tanah pusaka .. i can't believe that i eventually almost blasted the high notes .. still, i managed to keep up .. then here come the percussion solo .. i find that part was the neat-est !! we all did everything together !! everybody screamed, though .. our last performance, aztec, was also ok .. according to sir mun ming and sir wai mun, we can eventually get 8 AND 8.5 OVER 10 !! YAHOO !! let's pray that we, MGS MILITARY BAND CAN GO TO THE STADIUM TO PERFORM !! -cause i've never been inside the stadium before- swt case, right ?? lol .. still, i'm very happy on what we have done and i'm proud of being a band member !! WITH PRIDE, WE SHALL MARCH ON !! GO MGS MILTARY BAND !! ~*aly loves eupho*~

THE FINALE COUNTDOWN

30th June 2009 alright, ppl !! the competiton is like in another *counting* ... ... ... 18 hours left !! omg !! WHAT TO DO, PEOPLE ?!! DARN NERVOUS !! aikz .. the worst part is that IF we're selected to go to the stadium, i'm seriously DONE for it !! this is an IF .. just an IF .. i'm not trying to comfirm that we will go to the stadium, but still .. i also hoped to go to the stadium on the 24th of July .. i've never been inside there before .. lol .. weird, eh ?? i'm always like that .. still .. .. WISH MGS BAND .. ......-GAMBATEH KUDASAI-...... ~*aly loves eupho*~

~*studies*~

26th June 2009 so, this is friday, eh ?? wednesday was really freaking me out .. i was ruuning around the school to find YOU.. you know who you are, bro .. when i gave up looking around for him, then he appeared infront of me .. aikzz .. sad case .. still .. i find that the Aztec formation was simple, though .. lol .. then thursday came .. it was our 18th month of being together, staying with each other as ONE and UNITED forever .. I LURVE YOU, SJY .. anyway, he came to my house and just do our stuff as usual .. nice day, though .. i don't know why whenever i'm with him, the time passes very fast .. first, i thought that we have been talking for just an hour, but it turned out to be 3 hours !! strange, eh ?? lol .. anyway, these few days, i've been so hardworking that i've been doing revision without realizing it myself - especially science .. lol .. can't resists science .. when i got PN. CHAN as my science teacher this year, i started loving science more that english .. you guys may think that she's strict as she's the dicipline teacher, but she's seriously a very expert scinece teacher .. you'll never know .. whoever gets PN. CHAN as your teacher, you can consider yourself a very lucky student .. ~*aly*~

.:: LAZY & TIRED ::.

23rd June 2009 it's a tuesday !! and i dun understand why i keep on day dreaming in class today .. lol .. wasn't really in the mood today .. still, EUPHO IS THE BEST !! missed my eupho .. didn't stay back yesterday 'cause i was a 'lil lazy .. gotta finish up my homework as it's as tall as the highest mountain .. i didn't do my holiday homework and neither my recent homework when i skipped class .. wow .. i'm in serious BIG, BIG trouble .. still, WHO CARES ??!! I WANNA BOMB THAT OFFICE DOWN !! i seriously don't understand why they wanna get it posponed .. aaarrrrgggghhhhh !! DAMN YOU, JPN !! ~*aly*~

i want to KILL!! GAHHH~~

19th June 2009 ok, more complains are coming .. before that, i'll start from this morning .. well, the day was already a 50-50 for me ... ... until i ended up shouting so angry .. that part was after the reherseal .. during reherseal, it was really a blast .. thanks to mrs. lee, everyone came out from their classes and watched us with full of interest .. sadly to say that during 'tanah pusaka', lai may told me that i eventually solo-ed .. i was like - wth ?!! i've never thought that i would play the melody ALONE .. it's the first time i've ever done .. and yet, i'm still shocked, though .. i mean, it's like - infront of the whole crowd !! can you ever imagine that ?? shocking, eh ?? lol .. anyway, right after the 2nd reherseal, i went to the upper hall to get everything done and yet, i ended up sitting in kenyon cottage 'cause there was really nothing to do in the upper hall .. after sitting down for just a 'lil while, here comes the job .. my dearest head sent me back to upper hall to put back everything .. what i'm really angry & furious is that .. since that she's kept her section, why can't she do the same to the other 2 sections ?!! i was totally in flame .. gosshhh .. oh yea, reffering to the title above, here comes my complains why i wanna KILL .. we were informed JUST last minute that the competition was POSTPONED !! *and i thought i can settle down back in class, so that i won't get nags again by CHEAH .. .. .. ..* i swear i'm gonna bomb that dumd-ass-f***ing jabatan one day .. uggghhh .. i would rather go back to SYS like last year instead of getting the date postponed !! ggaaaaaahhhhhhhhh ~~ ~*aly*~

.::cramped legs::.

18th June 2009 woot ~~ competition's coming soon, which is like another ... ... *counting* ... ... 3 and a half days more !! *sigh* today was like hell, ppl .. we were told to wear the inner suit and the also, not to forget that darn, freaking hat .. "bathed" myself under the HOT, HOT sunny day .. you know what that means, right ?i've been SWEATING like a pig !! haizz .. what to do ?? and yet, i've gotten so much darker.. i look more like a malay that a chinese !! lol .. and i should be known as NUR ALY .. haha .. .. ... L-A-M-E, though .. anyway, back to my story .. today, again i would have to say that i skipped class AGAIN .. and you guys know what ?? that noobie-noob junior who PLAYS piano is eventually a GRADE 5 student !! can you eventuallybelieve it ??!! if she's grade 5, why is it that her tempo is even worst that following the metromome ??!! for god's sake !! because of her, we have to start all over from the top !! and it caused us to have cramped legs !! uugggghhhhhh .. shout at her, no response .. teach her, no response .. scold her, oso no response .. ask her to check line, walk faster and follow tempo, act like nothing happened like as if she's correct .. uuggghhhh .. i seriously, freakingly hate that noobie-noob junior .. it's like, please-LAHH .. i, myself, am a fifth-graded violinst .. it's not that i'm trying to praise myself, but i've NOT TOUCHED my violin for A YEAR and my skills are still perfectly the same .. and yet, she's still learning, ppl !! how can that be a problem ??!! what the hell is her problem ?!! i seriously don't und .. *inhales air and than exhales* anyway still, i stayed till 4.30pm just to accompany the "junior-junior sekalian" .. they should thank me for not changing my plan .. haha .. got treated by lai may .. THANK YOU, LAI MAY!! not to for get that i was dancing with lai may just yesterday like mad fellas in the trinity hall .. just too high .. there were many styles .. lol .. you should have seen it, though .. you can really laugh out of your skin .. ~*aly*~

i'm gonna get myself dead by this friday

16th June 2009 ok, it's been almost 3 days since i've last online and blogging too .. okie, let me summarize everything .. let's start from sunday .. SUNDAY, eh ?? had band practices again .. this time, i had a 'small' accident .. i eventually and accidentally crashed my eupho with kar por's trombone.. after a while, i sensed the smell of blood .. i took a look on my mouth piece and i saw alot of blood!! my lips were bleeding. ppl !! so, i quickly took a packet of tissue and ran towards the ladies' .. rinsed my mouth and wiped the blood from my lips .. even 'till today i can still feel the scar .. scary, eh ?? then, MONDAY came.. first day of school after 2 weeks of holz.. had a very long asssembly .. the principal was crapping on the top of the world and was informed that we HAVE TO PERFORM the formation INFRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL, which is totally so UNCOOL !! *sighz* then, TODAY, which is tuesday .. i skipped lessons and i eventually got demerit-ed 10 precious marks !! *sigh*what to do ?? it's obvious that i can't do anything now, right ?? and yet, i seriously can't stand that dumb-noob junior who just couldn't make the diffrence between left and right leg .. and yet, what does she know ?? her "PIANO" ?!! oh, please .. if she has music background, why can't she play better than her mate ?? her mate was absolutely better than that NOOB .. iiisssshhhhhh.. still, that's all for today .. there'll be more complains than this for the whole week .. ~*aly*~

lol day !!

13th June 2009 what a day .. morning was really a blast .. marching was like so confusing .. yet, it's a good thing that the formation was edited a 'lil at the back .. lol .. but then still, i was happy in the afternoon in ILTI today .. heehee .. i eventually sat behind ming han, beside ming syuen and infront of zheng liang .. it's the first time i've had talked to ming han for these 6 months .. strange, isn't it ?? anyway, today we got back our test papers .. i got only 2-friggin' A's only !! *sigh* sad, eh ?? those A's that i eventually scored is the listening paper and also my composition .. i'm happy with my composition, though .. 80%, weh ~~ haha .. then, my listening paper is 90% .. newayz, i had fun with zheng liang and ming han today .. hee .. we were supposed to have a group discussion about global-warming .. what happened here was that beh, ching and hui yuan were just back from their exams .. poor ming han got hit by hui yuan, whose obviously a 'lil sassy .. boy, you should have seen ming han being hit by a sassy girl .. poor fella .. yet, i hate zheng liang .. i sit infront of him this time .. what happened was that he loves to disturb me like poking me again .. HE'S GONNA PAY !! *evil grinz* ~*aly*~

can't wait for this saturday !!

11th June 2009 boy, oh boy .. i seriously can't wait for this saturday !! i CAN'T WAIT to meet up with zheng liang and ming syuen again .. it's been a week since we've last met .. i MISS THEM SO MUCH !! lol .. kinda overboard with that, eh ?? still, i miss their humour, though .. and i'm gonna porposely sit next to zheng liang again .. *evil grinz* i just LOVE poking him SO much .. in fact, we eventually poke each other for fun during the class .. haha .. miss you guys !! newayz, there're still alot of pratices left for this LAST WEEK of holiday .. tommorow, saturday and also sunday .. and yet, monday is a school day .. the first day of school after the 2 precious weeks of holidays .. wow .. this holiday is quite short, though .. still, i find this holiday quite fun .. heehee .. ~*aly*~

i'm gonna get myself NUTS ..

8th June 2009 *sigh* it's a good thing that today is really a holiday for me ....... again .. aarrrrgggghhhhh .. yesterday's aztec formation was like so crazy .. and yet, i've tanah pusaka to memorize !! WTH !! at least i get to sleep today .. my legs have been killing me like hell .. and i think my slight fever has gone worse .. aiks .. ~*aly*~

i'm totally STRESSED-OUT !!

6th June 2009 ok, i know it's holidays now and i know that i should be having fun instead of stressing out like this, but i really can't help it !! PEOPLE , i'm physically and also mentally tired !! with all these marching and yet, sir is driving us nuts .. *sighzz* today is a saturday and tomorrow's a sunday.. today, meeting .. tomorrow ?? MEETING AGAIN !! aaarrrrgggghhhhh ~~ my legs are already sending to hell for what had happened today with all these formation .. and yet, TOMORROW ?!! *sigh* i have nothing more to say .. i guess i've to go below hell .. SOS !! HELP ME, PPL !! ~*aly*~

what a day !!

4th June 2009 today, no BAND MEETINGS and no need to wake darn earlier .. got to go out for the day with mum .. loving this day .. it's been a while since i've had a mother & daughter time with mum .. haha .. went to parade and bought some stuff .. and the best part was that mum took me to 100Yen shop and treated me SNOW ICE .. *saliva comes out of the side of the lips* it's eventually ice and somehow the fellas there can actually make it so cottony-soft !! you guys should try that out .. haha .. nice day, though .. at least better than marching .. uuggghhhh .. tomorrow i've band practices again .. i'm getting darker day after day !! WHAT TO DO ?!! *sighz* and yet i hope that JPN is could just finish fast .. ~*aly*~

HOLIDAYZ - DAY 2

2nd June 2009 finally there's a day out in the time between FOR NOW .. i get to wake up later than usual .. *sighz* such a nice day .. i got to do some revison on science and yet, some time to play my nintendo DS .. HAH .. GUITAR HEROES rulez, dude .. the songs are totally a blast .. not to forget my beloved game - POKEMON !! .. .. .. i know that i'm a lil' too old for that ,but never underestimate me as a pokemon master, ppl !! i know all pokemon from A to Z and from top to toe .. haha .. loving this day so much .. i don't have to march and teach ppl .. *evil grinz* ~*aly*~

.::RUSH HOUR::.

30th May 2009 darn it, ppl .. went back to school today and that formation drove us nuts .. the beat for phantom was increased to 160 !! damn it .. we were rushing like hell and it was definately messy .. and yet, at one point, i've to lead the way .. i was like - swt case ~~ sir was like pointing at me with that drum stick and i was like shocked .. i can't believe that for the first time i survived one day without lai may when sir's around .. *phew* guess i was lucky .. HAH .. still , sir dismissed us 15 precious minutes late .. i was like in a RUSH HOUR to get everything done for ILTI .. and yet, THERE WAS AN EXAM IN ILTI TODAY !! who cares, though .. i "pakat" with ming syuen to find the answers .. HAHA .. besides that, for paper 1, part 1 and 2 was done before during the 1st term exam .. ming syuen and i eventually brought the questions and exchanged some of the answers together .. HAHA .. let's pray that i can get higher marks this time .. GOD BLESS ME !! ~*aly*~

~* holidayz are beginning and i don't like it*~

29th May 2009 *sighz* man, i'm darn bored, ppl .. lol .. that's the reason why i'm blogging now .. many thing happened today, though .. i'll start my story from this morning .. it happened before school starts .. i was informed at the 11th hour that we NEED TO RE-TAKE band photos .. i was like - wth ?!! you see, i left some of the inner suits IN MY BLOODY HOUSE .. it was a good thing that school haven't started .. so, i called up my parents and informed them .. * phew* i was saved by my beloved heroes .. lol .. anyway, when we need to change our clothings, so many people went missing and it DROVE ME NUTS .. i've to find those fellas' inner and outer suit .. man, being a QM is really harder than i've thought.. it eventually took us 3 precious periods to get everything done .. goosshh .. i didn't even had time to eat .. and yet, i've to keep every single stuff back into the cabinet and it was such a rush .. it was lucky of me to get everything done before recess .. HAH .. at least i still get to eat .. *evil grinzz* as i went for recess with some juniors and friends, the canteen was already JUST empty .. lol .. at least there's MORE SPACE for me, though .. as the bell rang for the higher secondary students for their recess, my friend and i decided to go back to class .. and yet, that bloody dumb-ass PN.CHEONG scolded me for no reason AGAIN ..gosshh .. rigth after school, stayed back to practice for band & formation .. THE END .. ~*aly*~

.:: hatred days ::.

28th May 2009 woot~~ holidays are just around the corner, ppl !! HAH !! no more facing the teachers ever again for 2 weeks !! i'm darn happy-lahh .. BUT .. i've holiday meetings during these holz .. have to practice formation and 2 new songs .. ... ... ... at least it's better than facing those bitchy teachers who just LOVES to critize & scolding & blame me for obviously NO REASONS AT ALL .. it's not like i've done something wrong .. it's obvious that i'm listening to them .. i don't know their bloody hell EYES see in me .. one of them, CHEAH, eventually asked me to quit band NOW .. ... ... ... excuse me ?? it's like almost the month of june and there's a band competition coming soon and you're trying to make me quit ?? if that's the case, why is the school band for ?? if you want students to update themselves in studies, then cancel band !! *sigh* CHEONG is way worse .. blaming me just because i got the lowest mark for that damn ass sivik.. excuse me-lahh, CHEONG .. i got 68%, ok ?? it's not like i've got 20% or 30% .. aikkzz .. headache case-lahh .. HOW I WISH I'M NOW A MARRIED WIFE AND MOTHER !!

exam fever is finally is FINALE !! woot~~

22nd May 2009 woot~~ finally the examz are finally over .. i'm totally glad about it very much .. I DON'T HAVE TO DATE ALL THE SUBJECTS ANYMORE !! YAY !! darn happy-lahh .. but who knows what will happen to me later .. i've not even touched grammar 1 yet .. and yet, that MISS CHEAH is gonna check my book on the 28th .. .. .. .. this sucks.. why can't she leave me alone ?? and the worst part about her is that she's trying to force me to quit band !! sshhhheeeeesssshhhhh ~~ what does she have to care about my PMR results ?? what will she do IF i scored 7A's ?? will she reward me an IPhone ??uggghhhh .. it's MY career .. i wanna live on with my dearest eupho forever !! ALY + EUPHO = LIFE that's my MAIN thing in my dearest life .. nothing can ever replace it .. HAH !! ~*aly*~

funny day .. HAHA ..

17th May 2009 it's been a while since i've last had REAL fun .. lol .. yesterday was really great fun .. i happened to sit beside Zheng Liang and just behind Connie and Hui Yi .. what exactly happened to me on this day is that ... ... ... i crapped so much in the class with zheng liang .. ming syuen AKA baby Lam was another crapping fella .. *laughs mentally* and i'm seriously addicted to these 2 guys in ILTI .. anyway, as i was saying, i had real fun in class yesterday .. i sat at the back and MR.PHANG didn't seem to realize that zheng liang and i have been playing at the back .. and there's one point that we joked until i laughed my head off .. ming syuen was like- wth?? LOL .. then, during recess, ming han (ming syuen's elder brother) went to the back row and sat with jeu kai, which is obviously my row too .. lol .. what happened was that the table broke off like that from the chair !! jeu kai, ming han and i were like laughing so mad!! and yet i was the one to be blamed.. ... ... he's so mean.. what kind of a treasurer is this ming han ?? for god's sake.. ~*aly*~

i'm too tired and just too fed up ..

13th May 2009 examz are coming soon as in - 1 more day left !! this really sucks .. why can't the teachers be a 'lil softer to us instead of pushing us like mad monkeys ?!! can you ever image that you're exams are soon and yet, the teachers pushes you to finish up 6 folios, loads and loads of homework and also.. addition competitions or maybe cocurriculums !! how can you ever do every single of those work within 1 month-time!! please-lahh ~~ those teachers are really just being bitchy!! what do they think we are ?? super robots with super robotic arms and legs?? when we give really resonable excuses, the answer that will 100% come out from those bladdy mouths of their's is ... "EI, GIRLS, SINCE YOU DIDN'T DO MY WORK ARR, I REALLY HAVE TO DEMERIT YOU-LAHH.. YOU ALL ALWAYS DON'T DO YOUR WORK... ... SOME OF YOU ALL ARR, LIKE TO COPY THE ANSWER FROM THE BACK OF THE TEXT BOOK" ... ... ... and some will say..... "EI, GIRLS, IS IT THAT HARD TO DO THE WORK I GAVE YOU ?? YOU ALL ARE JUST BEING LAZY ONLY-LAHH... YOU'LL NEVER LEARN IN THAT WAY... ONLY LEARN HOW TO COPY, COPY AND COPY SUMMORE LARR.. THEN ... IN THE EXAM, YOU ALL ALSO 'TIRU'-LAHH " . .. ... .... ..... what are your opinions?? isn't it 'great' to have these teachers?? *sighzz* i really hate school SOOOOO much .. how i wish i'm now married and i'd just rather have kids than going to school !! sssshhhhhhheeeeeeeeesssssssshhhhhhhh ... WTF !! ~*aly*~

busy like mad, PPL !!

8th May 2009 *sigh* i've been so darn, freaking busy and man, people!! all of those projects are seriously driving me nuts!! what's with all the teachers nowadays, anyway?? i just simply don't understand them .. they just simply scold me for no reasons!! i really hate some of them .. especially HAM-DAN, G-CHEONG FUN and not to forget the famous ASMA .. isshhh .. for god's sake .. i'm definetly NOT a bad student .. i obviously listen to what they teach and yet, they critize me for seriously NO reasons .. on the other side, while i'm not in school, of course, i'm deeply in love for the very first time .. i love him i love him i love him !! lol .. i know that this might be a 'lil early, but we've planned every single thing for our dearest future .. we're in deep love, dudezz .. i love him to the max, ppl!! no matter what happens, nothing will make us seperate .. I LURVE YOU, SJY !! ALY&SJY LIVES ON FOREVER !! ~*aly*~

FINALLY !!

26th April 2009 MAN !! FINALLY I'VE GOT BACK MY COMPUTER !! I WAS DYING, MAN !! sshheesshh .. nearly can't suvive without internet, dude!! anyway, i'll summarize everything about what happened lately .. i have been darn busy lately for this month.. tuition every thursday with my dear and most beloved hubby !! i LURVE him to the max, ppl !! lol .. next, school sucks as usual and loads of band practices .. just got back my computer .. ... and nothing more .. ~*aly*~

worst day ever ?? TOTALLY !!!

7th April 2009 ugghh ~~ can these days get anymore worst then worst ?? HELLO ?? SHE's being more like a lil-miss-popularity, much ?? just like today, my friends and i were doing the art thingy and we were like so excited to do it because it's our first time making a 'batik' out of kitchen rolls, but what was the meaning of HER acting like as if she knows everything .. it's funny that a class of 42 student(incuding me) hates HER .. let me begin from the past 1 month .. somewhere in march, we got back our test papers.. what happened was that i got 2A's and SHE hardly even had one .. she keeps staring at me .. then, there's one fella in our class is a maths-freak .. whenever the teacher asks the maths-freak to answer, SHE'll be staring at maths-freak .. and what's worst is that we have this NIE project coming.. that SHE took away MY NEWSPAPER!! and now, my friends and i have only 1 set of the newspaper as there are 3 of us .. and yet, i bet that SHE purposely joined my group is because my ENGLISH is WAY~~ BETTER than HER .. ugghh ~~ that's like, so-totally lmao, much !! I HATE THAT DARN, FUCKING BITCH !! FUCK YOU !! ~*aly*~